I did it...
 

Well, I did it. We went yesterday, and filed for divorce. Everything will be final on the 12th of this month. We actually get along much better, now that there's not any pressure relationship-wise. I'm happy at least for that much. The argueing has for the most part stopped. And I feel alot better. I think caffeine is causing me some irritation. It seems as though every time I drink coffee, even if it's only 2 cups, I end up feeling irritated. For not really much reason. And maybe it's just my circumstances too. But I do feel better now that I'm home-and not at work. Anyway, feeling really tired today-hence, the coffee... I stayed out a bit late last night. Went to a couple of bars, and had dinner with a few friends. It was my friend's birthday. It just happened to fall on Wed. We've made it our new ritual, her and I , to go out every wed. Dinner, then drinks. Of course I can't drink alot, with my medication. But It is just nice to get out there and relax. And I can talk to her about anything. And I do. She's the only one who knows truely my feelings on every subject. Anyway-That's all for now. Peace, and Love,

-Cgirl-

Congratulations Cgirl! Hope it works out as good as you're hoping for. :D