blood cell count dropping
 

I blacked out on Sat. My Dr sent me for an EKG whichwas normal and then for blood work. My blood cell count has dropped and they think I am bleeding in my stomach and guts caused by all my meds.

I feel justified in being overly tired and not feeling good but Im bothered that Im bleeding!

There is this lingering thought that this is as good as its going to get. This will be my life; headaches, always tired, non stop meds.

Don't give up hope. Some days I feel the same way, "this is as good as it's going to get" but honestly, we're getting better everyday.

Hope you feel better.

mbrook : I understand the way you feel. I have some serious set backs last week and seems like I have more issues now. Hope is the only thing I am hanging on and not sure how long.