my life down side up
 

good day all

pain won't even go there
this having to be put on the back burner
sucks
because i can feel my body breaking down
rather than healing
i haven't been able to make the appointment
regarding the pain pump
till then taking my meds
i spoke in the past about the hematoma
that developed after second surgery
it is still a extreme sore spot
my neurosurgeon has a break from me
for now
having breast cancer i believe is interconnected
along with my thyroglossal duct cyst that he
needed clearance for 2nd surgery
all the homework i have done thus far
is way coincidental
i am just doing my homework
something i wish my doctors would do
rather lets just remove the breasts
just being on the safe side
nothing has changed as far as the pain
and less use of my body

hope all a uplifting day

hello Eva
 

I am so sorry you are going through so much pain. You have multipal medical conditions going on at the same time, and I know how difficult that is. Please insist that your doctors do their homework, and reassure you as you go through the proceedures. You need their support. I commend you for doing all your research too. Please keep hope that your medical conditions will have resolution, where you have a good quality of life. I won't forget about you. It is your cry I hear, and I wish I could do or say something to help you. Be good to yourself. I hope you have a good support team to surround you. ginnie

Hi Eva,

Please try what you can to keep your spirits up through this, attitude and positive thinking makes such a difference in pain and health. I feel so bad for all your pain, and I understand it so well. Wish we lived a bit closer so I could pop by for a cup of tea and give you a big hug!

Pain is such a tiring condition, I also have a hard time some days trying to keep my thoughts on the good things when it wears me down, but I try not to let it get me down for long and try my best to focus on all the positive things in my life, all the things I can do and all the things I am grateful for. I wish the same for you.

Trying to learn all we can about our health, treatments, options, etc can be a full time job, it seems as though the patients need as much medical knowledge as the doctors these days, I'm proud of you for keeping up with it so long and with so much going on. You are one strong lady!!! Just remember you have lots of friends and family who care and are wishing you well and better days.

Keep up the fight, stay strong!!! You will beat this cancer and overcome all these odds, I have faith.

Try and have a good night!! I think a hot bath and sweet treat should be in order for you my dear!! ((hugs))

Cathie