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eva5667faliure 12-15-2011 04:02 AM

today is the day
 
dear friends

today at 4:30 p.m.
i find out where else
the cancer may have spread
i pray it is isolated in my
breast
today i find out
the course of treatment
i have decided
a double mastectomy
just hope it has not spread

i'll keep posting

thanks much

Koala77 12-15-2011 06:21 AM

Thinking of you. :hug:

ginnie 12-15-2011 04:37 PM

RE: hope for you
 
I hope the cancer has not spred Eva. I really do. You are in my thoughts and prayers right now! it is 4:30 here. ginnie

eva5667faliure 12-18-2011 02:54 AM

it did not spread
 
dear friends

it hasn't had the chance to spread

i'm looking into the plastic surgeon
he recommends

i am grateful

God is good

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS

I FELT GOD AND IT FEELS LIKE

NOTHING I FELT IN MY LIFE ON EARTH

WARM LOVING PROTECTED IT WAS GOING TO BE OKAY

i will have a double mastectomy

with implants right after they come off
and out

i am humble

i am happy

GOD IS GOOD

THEY WILL BE DONE ASAP

PLASTIC SURGEON AND

WE COULD GET IT DONE ASAP

IT WILL BE DONE BILATERALLY

CHECK LYMPH NODES AGAIN DOUBLE CHECK

AS OF NOW NOT SEEN IN NODES

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Lara 12-18-2011 06:42 AM

Thinking of you, Eva.
You're very strong.
:hug:

jade01 12-18-2011 07:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by eva5667faliure (Post 833377)
dear friends

it hasn't had the chance to spread

i'm looking into the plastic surgeon
he recommends

i am grateful

God is good

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS

I FELT GOD AND IT FEELS LIKE

NOTHING I FELT IN MY LIFE ON EARTH

WARM LOVING PROTECTED IT WAS GOING TO BE OKAY

i will have a double mastectomy

with implants right after they come off
and out

i am humble

i am happy

GOD IS GOOD

THEY WILL BE DONE ASAP

PLASTIC SURGEON AND

WE COULD GET IT DONE ASAP

IT WILL BE DONE BILATERALLY

CHECK LYMPH NODES AGAIN DOUBLE CHECK

AS OF NOW NOT SEEN IN NODES

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Oh Eva, I'm so happy for you girl! Sounds like you are basicly the same as me. Good choice getting both removed! I have lots of friends who come back because high history of recurrence. Way to stop the cancer in it's tracks! I'm praying that you stay node clean as well!! Will you be getting tissue expander put in or can you get your new girls right away? It was the one time in my life, i wished i was fat. Keep us updated. Stay strong and know we are all praying for you!!!
Angel hugs to you sweetie
Sandy

eva5667faliure 12-18-2011 08:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by jade01 (Post 833530)
Oh Eva, I'm so happy for you girl! Sounds like you are basicly the same as me. Good choice getting both removed! I have lots of friends who come back because high history of recurrence. Way to stop the cancer in it's tracks! I'm praying that you stay node clean as well!! Will you be getting tissue expander put in or can you get your new girls right away? It was the one time in my life, i wished i was fat. Keep us updated. Stay strong and know we are all praying for you!!!
Angel hugs to you sweetie
Sandy

dear sandy

thank you
thank you God
he said i can get them right away
who cares about the boobs
getting tattoo over them flowers
checking nodes again when taking them off
thank you
thank you God

love

ger715 12-18-2011 11:49 PM

Eva.......feel all the love around you..My eyes tear up with the joy of hearing the good news. You have so much left to offer the world. Know your courage has done so much for all of us. God is good!

Ger

eva5667faliure 12-19-2011 04:49 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ger715 (Post 833592)
Eva.......feel all the love around you..My eyes tear up with the joy of hearing the good news. You have so much left to offer the world. Know your courage has done so much for all of us. God is good!

Ger

i wish i could explain the magnitude of it the overwhelming feeling of warmth and a peaceful sense it is all okay.
just take them it's done.
thank you God
God is good
Amen

ginnie 12-19-2011 02:17 PM

Re: your courage eva
 
[I am humbled profoundly at the courage you show in the face of your surgery. God is good as he has given you uncommon grace to except what must be done. I will be praying for you. You will be in my prayers nightly. Thank you for being a guide for all of us in the face of our medical problems. ginnie

eva5667faliure 12-20-2011 07:45 AM

it is all of you i celebrate

all the warmth support and unconditional love

are you kidding

thank you

from the bottom of my toes

to the heavens

God is good

Amen

Happy Holidays

ginnie 12-20-2011 10:41 AM

Re: thinking of you
 
My prayers are with you eva, for what you are going through this day. You are not alone in spirit. God has indeed given us the gift of each other on this site. ginnie:smileypray::Girl(angel-flying):

eva5667faliure 12-20-2011 11:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ginnie (Post 833987)
my prayers are with you eva, for what you are going through this day. You are not alone in spirit. God has indeed given us the gift of each other on this site. Ginnie:smileypray::girl(angel-flying):

we are family
we are loved
we need one another
we all are

eva5667faliure 12-21-2011 08:12 AM

a special thank you for all
 
may you never find yourself
feeling alone
no matter what hopeless
state you may be in
i can tell you
without doubt
in my hardest of tears
i was touched
no joke
no mistake
i can forever rest
all is taken care of
i am responsible
and answer to my
GOD
be assured
i will be here to hold your hand
if need be

THANK YOU ALL
you channeled me in the
in the right direction
the
way to him
i was never alone
just needed to ask for him
that i did

AMEN

eva5667faliure 12-23-2011 09:37 PM

waiting for call
 
dear friends,

awaiting call for double mastectomy
have not changed my mind
just want it over
talk again

have a great night

ginnie 12-24-2011 10:59 AM

peace to you eva
 
Peace to you over this weekend eva, while you wait for your surgery. You are in my prayers. I know you are in good hands with your doctors, and things will turn out good for you. I wish it was over for you too. Waiting for a proceedure can be hard to do. Be good to yourself Eva ginnie

eva5667faliure 12-24-2011 03:10 PM

thank you ginnie

the same in return

be well

a birthday to celebrate

Amen

eva5667faliure 12-25-2011 10:57 AM

dear friends


it still hits me every morning when i remember

i have cancer like i was just told the first time

i'm not afraid

i do believe

may i hold your hand

when you should need a hand

to hold

Merry Christmas Happy Holidays

ginnie 12-25-2011 04:27 PM

Hi eva
 
May God bless you this holy day. You are never far from my thoughts. I hope your surgery date comes up soon, to be over with. Your faith is so strong, and you are an inspiration to us all. ginnie:santa::Heart:

eva5667faliure 12-28-2011 08:13 AM

dear friend

date is January 9th 2012

thank you for keeping me in your thoughts

hope your holiday spirit is still alive

God Bless
have a beautiful day!

eva5667faliure 12-29-2011 02:07 PM

dear friends

i was in the process of writing
ready to post
computer took me
back at home
lost all
honestly
sometimes i feel others have
control of my computer

wrote to say

pre-op testing january 5th

eva5667faliure 01-05-2012 05:08 PM

made the appointment
find it difficult to express
what i am feeling
i have to wait and
check for delayed reaction
that is something i get and
don't see it sometimes
monday the 9th is on
as they take the cancer
off
my family will be with me
pay attention to your body
listen to it
during my cervical neck operations
especially after the second one
i felt in my gut something underlying
is going on
sure enough my mammo was abnormal
further testing showed cancer in my right breast
point
i had a gut feeling
SOMETHING UNDERLYING WAS GOING ON
I took action
and now i will have them take them off
please listen
don't ignore
best case it will be nothing life threatening
be good to yourself
someone who cares

ger715 01-05-2012 09:36 PM

Dearest Eva,



Our love and prayers are with you

God is Good

God is Love

God is with you through it all

ginnie 01-06-2012 10:07 AM

dear Eva
 
You are in my prayers. You also are an inspitation to all of us. You said something real important in your last post. "To pay attention" to what you body is telling you. I want to stress the same point. WE KNOW when something isn't right. We are a mind,body,soul collection. That little inner voice I think comes from God. You won't be far from my thoughts this weekend. You will be in my heart on monday. Be brave, just like you have been. We are all behind you, and can't wait for it to be done, and that you are on the road to recovery. Being with you while you are on this path is like being with a family member and holding their hands while they go through a trauma. I wish I could hug you and hold your hand right now. ginnie:Heart:

eva5667faliure 01-06-2012 10:48 AM

the support means sooooooooooo much

may you all do well in your troubles

God is good

God is Great

Amen

may i return the blessings

eva5667faliure 01-08-2012 09:49 PM

dear friends

my son is here
already sleeping
alarm set
bag ready
body mind
and spirit
ready
God is good
Amen

Lara 01-08-2012 10:32 PM

All the best to you, Eva

We'll be thinking of you. :hug:

Rrae 01-08-2012 10:41 PM

Rest well, dear Eva....
 
God will take you to a place of peace and serenity....
Picture this place in your mind.
No stress....no doubts.......just a quiet place to rest under the Wing of God Almighty.....

Shalom my friend....

:hug: Rae :hug:

eva5667faliure 01-15-2012 10:19 AM

dear friends

i am in PAIN
as if some animal
is ripping through my
flesh chest and ripping
didn't get enough the first bite
went in quickly for seconds
i can see differently for what it is
cancer
but get this
because
from one human to another
will connect one way or another
my body still expel a great amount of fluid
my right drain slightly a tad less
than my right
also in what the eye can see
now having the responsibility
my own advocate
nothing unusual
back too
well lets put it this way
my children seem to think
in what world theirs i guess
my 13 year old the same
lets not forget
i am WONDER WOMAN
most times i am
but i could use simple things
basic food shopping
never mind
i'm tired
see you later

peace and love

ginnie 01-15-2012 12:32 PM

hello dear Eva
 
I am sorry your pain is that bad today. I wish you could bite the pain back and make it go away. I do remember what that is like. I hope your family will keep up with the food and shopping. Just rest and recover. I went to bed with you in my prayers, and for bizis dad in particular. At breakfast I asked God to help me when I respond to people to day. We do need each other. You will be in my prayers all day today. I wish that this recovery goes faster for you, and that the pain stays away. Can you ask for more meds. if you need it? no need to respond, just know that you are being thought of right now. ginnie

eva5667faliure 01-15-2012 07:05 PM

thank you ginnie
thank you for your care
of another human
never change that quality
i do take medicine
very powerful amounts
amounts i am uncomfortable
with
but it is what it is
pain on top of pain on top of pain and so on
i still am draining
trying not to type
a different life

you take care

ginnie 01-16-2012 09:53 AM

Dear Eva
 
You are a light in the darkness for all of us. Through you, I have learned how to pray, and its importance for all of us. I hope your pain is less today. I consider it Gods gift to me, that I found this site and the guidance. ginnie

eva5667faliure 02-26-2012 03:32 AM

next step
 
dear friends

went to my oncology appointment
was very happy with Dr.
a piece of my breast tissue
will be sent to a doctor who reads DNA
mine will be read
this will tell us the course of action
so far my pathology report shows
my cancer is hormone driven
my estrogen levels are 90%+
so now depending on its
findings just wait and see
one thing for certain
the doctor will treat the outcome
of my genetic make-up
a pill for the next 5 five years
this test will also let the doctor
know if i need cemo
reconstructive can continue but no
implants till seen by oncologist
the pills will be hormone
hormone replacement
he explains how the cancer is talking
and telling us how to move forward
until then
keep well check your breasts
especially after 40 hormonal changes
occur on average for the next 12 years
or so then menopause
side effects from pill
hot flashes mood swings
aren't we looking at some fun stuff
anyway i'll keep posting
anyone with questions
feel free to ask me
i'll explain the best i can
take good care of yourself
God is Good
Amen!

eva5667faliure 03-06-2012 09:48 PM

dear friends

go to the reconstruction surgeon tomorrow
still awaiting pathology of breast
it was sent to California
takes 3 weeks 2 more
this test is a DNA test
will determine chemo in
conjunction with HRT for 5 years
my cancer was hormone driven
i am hoping no chemo just
take tomoxifin
i would like to bypass
loosing my hair
we'll see
the spacers have lost original
fullness and if no chemo
eventually spacers come out
and permanent ones go in
so far no complaints
will keep writing
as things move along
be strong and i don't
regret my decision

eva5667faliure 03-07-2012 07:41 PM

dear friends

went to booby doctor
filled spacers put in
as the breasts were taken
with the nipples
closed spacers are for
stretching the skin
to accept permanent
implants he then inserts
a needle at a special spot
of these spacers until
ready for saline or silicone
today was a 2nd fill in spacers
see him in 2 weeks
till then just got approval
my breast tissue was sent
opposite side of the country
California my dna will be
what they need to help
determine course of care
and what plan is best
for my cancer
will continue to write
take care
check your breasts
i found it
and got my mammos yearly
someone who cares

ger715 03-07-2012 11:30 PM

Eva....I have my mamo prescription sitting on my countertop. I put it out this a.m. to remind me to call for an appointment. The doctor gave me a script last August and didn't go for the mamo. He gave me another one a couple of weeks ago. I promise, I will call tomorrow and make the appointment.

(Ger)

eva5667faliure 03-16-2012 08:58 AM

oncology
 
dear friends

the time is here
my results are at the
doctors
my DNA
unraveled
my lineage
of my health
in this facility
it's a good thing
blessed my insurance
approved such a test
grateful i am
hopeful
this will allow the doctor
the information on
the meds i will be on
my last visit he did say
it is the newest test
i pray it reveals 0
will get ready now
will bring back the news
have a great day

ginnie 03-16-2012 09:24 AM

DNA prayer
 
I pray your DNA will allow the kind of medicine that will cure this disease. You are in my prayers right now Eva. I too will go get my mameogram. I have the script, and have it out to call for appt. today. My angel is right beside you. ginnie:hug:

eva5667faliure 03-16-2012 04:54 PM

dear ginnie

i start tamoxifen 20 mg one a day
the report tells my oncology doctor
i would not benefit from chemo
i only need to take tamoxifen for
2 years after that another drug
for 5 years i am thrilled one less
painful process and not having
the loss of hair but i am going
back in the sweating hormone
flux mode never without trade-off
but thankful indeed 7 year treatment
still not exempt from a return of cancer
nonetheless i am relieved i acted on it
right away and no regrets

ginnie 03-16-2012 06:22 PM

good news Eva
 
My friends mother, took this medication. Everything turned out OK. This medicine has a good reputation. When you don't have to have the IV chemo, or radiation, that is always a blessing. I think you got an answer to a prayer. Just start getting fully healthy now. I hope you have less pain today. Let Jesus hold you up during the course of treatment. That is who I pray to, to hold me up.
I hope you read that Mark has got something good going on, where he will be able to help alot of folks. Lets both pray for him too. Have a good night Eva. I hope you get no side effects from the medicine. ginnie


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