need an angel
 

I need an angel to breke me from falling down an angel to show me the right way down cuz I can not see thru this dark around me I need an angel to save me.. I feel as tho I need an angel to help me thru this my husband and I. Separated I think.. cuzz he's staying with his mom.. and I don't think my heart or my life could be anymore shaattered or broken... do you think its true that a mothers heart never stops hurting for her babies???

I hear your pain kell but I feel for your living family who need your love and affection. You are in that black hole of depression but remember it has sides and on the other side there are people who have been where you are now, and are reaching out to help you. :grouphug:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhKTP...05291C288019BD

You really aren't alone...please hug those children for me.

Hi sadkell
 

I do understand your grief. I lost a child too, but for different reasons. I don't think you ever get over a child, but you learn to accept what has occured. This all takes alot of time, and sometimes council to deal with the grief. I got this kind of help. I have a psychologist friend who has helped me through these years without my daughter. Keep reaching for support, and know that I am sending my angel to you. He just got back from alaska, where I sent him to guide a friend of mine who moved to alaska to help her family cope with a terminal cancer in the family. They are doing ok now, help arrived. I have several angels, who I send to those that need him the most. I have always been trouble....so I have a number of them to keep me in line. I have moments of good behavior, so I send them to visit those that are in need. You are not alone, your pain I know is raw. There are no easy answers when we grieve. Mothers all over the world feel this when we loose our children. I am there in spirit with you. I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers. ginnie:hug:

http://www.andiesisle.com/Calling_All_Angels.html

sadkell12 please click on the above link....click the page for it to start






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Hi Dmack
 

I loved the angels you sent for help. I wonder if my angels are that beautiful! I am going to keep that link. ginnie::Boy(angel-flying):

(((sadkell)... please see your doctor for your depression... there are meds that can help you ... yes, they take a while to work (sometimes 6 wks!)... and yes, they can have side effects (learn about them ... and weigh out the benefits)... and yes, you will feel numbed ... and so confused...

but, hand in hand with those meds comes good therapy... and I know you know this....

and never, ever... for one single minute not know that the mothers and fathers of this world have hearts that ache with you and for you .... :grouphug:

Along with Ginnie's angel comes one of my own for you ((Kell)).

And I agree with Addy...a good therapist can be a Godsend. If you don't have insurance, check with your community for mental health centers that will see you on a sliding fee scale. One of those places saved my life many years ago in addition to giving me one of the best therapists ever. I still go to her frequently for 'tune-ups'.

:hug: