Depressed on a sunny day
 

Im feeling alone and depressed. It's sunny and hot and everyone's glad, but I just can't seem to find joy. I need to eat, but want to nap.
I haven't had thoughts of harming myself in a few days, but I feel so hollow right now that I am having thoughts.
I want to keep posting, keep replying, keep reading here on this site. It seems the only hopeful thing to hold on to in this moment.

~Samantha

You could indeed nap... More sunny days will come, so it is ok if you nap and "waste" this one ;)

Hugging something, even a pillow ALWAYS helps me with the hollow feeling...

Thanks, question!
 

Thank you for the cozy suggestions. :) I ended up just laying around. Hey, I want to add you, but I don't know how. Also, when do I become a member, not just a visitor? I bought an app that accesses this easier, and I can't access my account yet because I'm not a member! It's frustrating, and I just wondered if you knew when I'll get approved...

Hope your day went well.
I'm going to try and work on my knitting a bit tonight.

~S

Hiya !

As far as I ubderstand you are already a member, your username is Samantha11 :)

I will send you a friend request as soon as I turn on my computer :) Oh, what app do you have to open this easily ? I would love to have it !

Knit ! Awesome ! I want to learn but Im lazy.... :o