my world is falling apart
 

My husband told me he's been talking to his ex for a year. That his diaughter even knows. I just want to die.

I'm sorry kyangel...I wonder why he found it necessary to hurt you like that.
:(

Ex
 

I am so sorry Kyangel. I have seen some of your posts since I joined not long ago. Do you have anyone you can talk to? Feel free to message me I have lots of time as I am recuperating and can not work.:grouphug:

I could talk with a couple of ppl. But, haven't said much. I'm too ashamed. I'm thinking I might call my psychiatrist office.

I dont think it would be worth it... I mean, to die for "that".... I know what Im saying because my father has another family.... I just discovered a couple of years ago I have half brothers and sisters.... he lives with mom because like mom said, they are now like friends.... good friends... and mom forgave him for making this "mistake" years before.... :rolleyes: I felt like dying too... my family was not what I thought it was... hurt like h e ll BUT... my life is more than that you know....

Ok, my point is.... (before I start to write and write and we end with a very long message), YOUR life is way more important and worth it than your husband, his problems, his mistakes, his cruelty.... :winky:

Read your post again.... why exactly would you like to die ?? We dont know what nice things the future might bring you....

Oh, I have to run, but, I will keep checking how are you doing ok ??

Love you !!!

Kyangel
 

He's a jerk! Not worth tears, but I'm sorry you're hurting.

:hug:
And --- just my opinion --- are you certain he's not saying this just to hurt you? Sometimes hateful people look for the words that can hurt you the most.
My heart is with you ky