Bill and I would have been married 35 years today.
 

The kids are taking me to see a movie and then eat out. I didn't want to go but they insisted.

It's a rough day for me.

Ada

Congratulations on your anniversary!! That is wonderful!!!:) I hope that your day gets better!!!:grouphug:

Hi Ada..
 

I know this day is hard for you hon, my heart goes out to you..
My ma still gets a little meloncholy on her and my dads aniversry and he has been gone since 89. Ma decided that she would celebrate the good things they shared the good times on special dates, I think she was origionaly doing it for us but we discussed it recenty on their aneversary March 1st and she said it has realy helped her to deal with it in that way.

An me I still have a coors light beer on my dads birthday out on the pacific ocean and one for him too of cource, I still tell him everything and he still listens very well well:p . In the silence and the surf I can still feel his presence and the comfort.

:grouphug:

Better days...
 

I know that things may be rough on special days like anniversaries, but God's grace to us is greater in times like this so that we can make it. :hug:

Best Regards,

Thanks for all of the support from you all.
 

Bill has been gone a little over 5 months and it is still very hard. I still see him walking in the back door at my other home or standing in the kitchen. Just today I was wondering why he had to leave me.

My son-in-law's sister asked me yesterday why we couldn't just have April taken out of the year. It has such a mixture of good and bad. Bill and I had an aniversary this month, Susan and Travis did also but Travis's mother was murdered in April 8 years ago and my best friends husband killed himself in April. Makes me wonder what it is about April.

My boys are doing better I think. Dustin did put all of our names on the computer and they go across it all of the time and he put Papaw's on there. It's a reminder as well as a rememberence.

The move has helped me in a lot of ways but I still feel lost.

Ada

Oh, Dreambeliever, I wish there was something to say that could comfort you.
Just know that you have MANY. MANY thoughts and prayers being sent your way...:grouphug: ..and a special :hug:

Most Fondly,

Brokenwings