Just shy or homo (in refuse) ?
 

Hi,

I'm having this problem lately to identify my sexuality and my desires. I'm 21 and still a virgin.

I cannot find women being 'mentally' attractive by the means of conversation and any kind of greater discussion but I still fantasize about having sex with girls etc.

In fact I almost never speak with girls when its not required I don't know if this is either my fault (can't find any topic to talk about) or about them (feels like they want me to take all the initiative). I do get a lot of attention from them which cheers me up but I don't feel like apart from smiling there is anything else I can do with that fact.

When it comes to guys I can talk about almost anything for any amount of time possible and I don't have any 'blockades' between having chat with guys. I do not watch gay-porn however.

Important point to note might be my childhood where I wasn't raised with father and in fact with 2 sisters at home, does that affect my present approach somehow ?

Thanks in advance,
J.