and so it continues
 

I have had several good days. During these days (for years now) I find myself thinking that all the things I have experienced were probably just this or that but nothing major. I find myself wondering if maybe I was just being overly sensitive to things going on with my body. "Maybe I was just tired." "Maybe I am just getting older." Then the cycle continues and BAM I don't feel well. Today was one of those days. I felt overly exhausted. As I tried to write on the board I found myself dizzy. I was turning back and forth from my students to the board and it was like THAT was making me dizzy. I had paperwork to do and I had to read it several times before I finally could somewhat comprehend it. I have numbness around my lip area and my eyes are blurry. So, I guess I am just wondering for those who are or were in limboland, did you second guess it all during your "good days?" Also, any thoughts on these symptoms. I know it could be lots of things but I am at least feeling more certain that they are all in fact related and not independant of one another.

I'm not in limboland and I still second guess all the time, even with concrete evidence such as lesions, clinical symptoms, etc.:D I am great at denial - so much so that I probably need to walk around with a letter "D" around my neck. (Slight twist on the Scarlet Letter.:D)

Log this event in your journal so you have it when you go to the dr.

Hang in there Julie!:hug: