NeuroTalk Support Groups - Update and more questions..

Hello!! I cant believe it has been almost a year since my mom had her aneurysms (March 22nd is a year). Those scary feelings/moments feel like yesterday. Overall my mom was doing fantastic by Nov 2012. She was basically back to her self, about a 90% recovery, it was amazing!! Because she was doing soo well, she decided to meet with a doc at our local clinic (she had surgery done over an hour away). From what we can gather, the doc she seen at our local clinic knew nothing about my moms situation and let her ween off most of them. She did okay for a few weeks, and then by mid Dec she started having scary episodes. She thought my dad was trying to kill her :( We all knew it wasnt reality, but to her it was reality, and it broke my heart. Finally after seeing 2 doctors, they referred her to a specialty hospital and she was placed in the physciatric wing. My brother and I brought her down there and it was really tough, but we knew we had to do it for her. She was there for a few days, and then they sent her home. She is on some of the same meds as when she came home last April, but I believe different doses. She has regressed back to about the spot she was at shortly after coming home originally. She can remember more, although is very easily confused again. She is much more depressed then she was before, too. She is sad almost all the time. On a simple phone conversation she will go from okay, to crying, to okay, and again crying (almost like a light switch). I dont know if more damage has been done at some point, or if the meds she is on now arent working as well as before?!? She is suppose to be going in this month for her yearly angiogram, but I dont know if my dad got it set up yet or not. He isn't exactly reliable about it all, and it drives my sister and I crazy!! We tried scheduling the appt, but they wont let us since my dad carries their insurance.

One of my biggest struggles (personally) is dealing with my emotions with it all. My mom and I were very close before this all happened, and we are still, but it is different. Part of me feels like I "lost" my mom that day, and now I have a new mom to learn to love. I love her very very much, but get sad at times when I think about the fact that my kids may never know how she was before this. She was the most loving, open-hearted, kind, warm person. Now she is much more stand-offish and my kids notice it. They still adore her, and accept her however she is, but they know things are different now. When they would see her before she would want hugs and kisses, ask how everything is going, etc. Now we dont see her as often (she doesnt like to leaqve her house often), and when we do she will still give a hug and kiss, but it isnt the same big embrace we were used to. Because she has regressed this much, does she have a chance at getting to that point again? I love her with all my heart, and am thankful to have her, in any form, but I really want to see her happy again, and enjoying life. She means everything to me, I just hate seeing her soo sad :(