Seem up and down lately
 

Not sure why I am feeling up and down lately. I am real tired too, couldn't get to sleep until late, plus my mom called me twice during the night or early morning she needed some help.

Yet, I am up, not very motivated. Rescheduled my DV appt I had for today. Not in the mood to talk about men.:mad:

It's real hot out, near 100, no humidity which makes it much better.:wink:

My cousin's house is sold, yet she isn't ready to move here, so that's kind of put me in a down mood, but I understand her situation. I think she is still planning her trip out here in Sept. though. We live across country from each other, we are so close, I wish she was here.

I seem to be in a worry mode too about everything, my mind is just on non stop, over and over the same things. I think I analyze too much. I also can't make decisions about anything lately without re-thinking whatever until I do.

I know this thread is all over the place, but that's how I am right now.:confused:

Thanks for letting me vent........this too shall pass I suppose. I can't seem to pin point why I am like this.

Hugs, Nikko:grouphug:

My mom isn't doing well today, I think the Parkinson's or the Arthritis is getting worse.

I need to stay with her today for sure. Yesterday I went to the pool for a bit.

Today I am worried.

Talk later, Hugs, Nikko:grouphug:

I hope things get better for you soon Nikko, I understand how you feel, I am up and down lately too. I don't think things are going to work out for us moving and I am really down in the dumps about it. I hope your mom gets better, sometimes life throws curve balls at us and sometimes we fall down when they hit us.

I feel like I fell down this week. I wish I could just lay in bed and forget the world right now. :( Was feeling good about tuesday, but with each passing day it's just getting worse. I think tomorrow I will get in bed after I get my son on the bus and just go to sleep until the afternoon and then get up and just wait for my son to come home. Today I have sat here (went shopping) and just waited for the phone to ring. :(

Well Nikko, I am sending that maid....yeah that is what I'm gonna call him over to you.

Nikko,

I missed something. Where is your mom? I hope both you and I have a better day tomorrow.

befuddled2

Dear Nikko,
I am sorry that you are feeling this way.
It is understandable you are feeling up and down...you just broke up with mike and your mom is not sounding too stable right now.
You continue to have a lot of stress in your life.
Wish I could help....
hugs to you sweet lady.
(((HUGS)))
bizi