Hi Billie
 

I'm up and going to bed in a minute. feeling so horrible. I hope the valium and loratab will help the pain and muscle spasms, nothing stops the dizzy spinning head. Have a great tomorrow. Hugs, froggie

Hi Froglady!!! You are in my prayers. I hope that you have a good sleep and that you are feeling better soon:hug:

Hi Froggie~
 

I tried to call you tonight. I am upset about tomorrows Dr appt. I know I will get a talking to. My reading will be high, even tho I have worked painting. I painted at the top of the ladder tonight.No one else offered to and I am wanting to put the ladder away.

I wish you would feel better. It just looks like that DR. could call one of the kids, to put your mind at ease. Its a shame they are so inconsiderate about these things.
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BC:)

take care all of you- hope you have a better day tomorrow

I hope you are able to rest all of us!
bizi:grouphug:

Thanks yall, I am still so dizzy today. Think I will stick my head in the sand...only I hate sand in my mouth! smashed, dizzy, urpy froggie :confused:

Hi Froggie~
 

Froggie, I prayed for you minutes ago. I feel like the blind leading the blind tho. You are a lot worse than I am, and I am so impatient. I can't get in for a Mamogram until July. I don't know how long this stuff will take to hear from. I am even afraid I could have to go on shots for diabetes. He put me on Xanax again for depression. They do help, but no refills.
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BC:)

Hugs Billie, i'm stillfeeling sick so will hopefullu be able to call tomorrow. Our internet was down a long time too. :)

Dear Fancy lady,
The xanax really is for anxiety and a tranquilizer....and is short acting.
ARe you feeling anxious or nervous?
There are really good anti depressants out there for you to try to help with this depression which you seem to be having that is normal for just recently losing your husband.
welbutrin is one anti depressant and is weight neutral meaning that it usually doesn't make you gain weight where as other anti depressants can contribute to weight gain.
I agree with the others about encouraging you to seek a support group...
Do you have a counselor who can help you greive?
I wish there was an easy way to go thru the emotions of grief and loss.
Just know that there are a lot of folks here who care about you and want to help....
I can't imagine losing my husband and you and Bob were married a long time!
No wonder this is so hard for you...it would be for me too.
and about your A1C...remember this is an average over the past 3 months...so please don't be so hard on yourself...
I wish you wellness.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

No Bizi, I don't have anxiety. I don't have fear. I am sad and cry alot. I just bought a headstone that is to be delivered before Momorial Day. I told the dr. that I see couples walking on Sunday and it gets to me. I don't hardly no family, & my husband's pay no attention to me or call or nothing. Two of them even work in couseling for free and they haven't even called over 5 times in a year. His brothers family don't call at all. He won't ever forgive me for not putting Bob in a nursing home. He told me so. He doesn't even speak & we were once close knit family. I only let Bob die at home, like he would of wanted it.

I almost know I need to find a new dr.I liked this one too. Trouble is I will have to go to another town. I have had pain in my side for 6 mos. and he gave me a pelvic and said nothig. Tonight I am holding my side to walk.I don't know what to think. All I really need is friends. The family just aren't there for me.

Bizi, I am having computer problems also, so if I quit, I can't help it. It has took two hours to get on tonight.
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BC:)