Struggling again
 

Hi, I have had just an awful journey as of the last several years. I've had friends turn on me, family has more or less struggled to support me emotionally.
I'm on a mood evening med, but I can't pick up anti anxiety meds due to not having up to date ID. My family who live hours away just all say, just call a friend and get it, but to do so is a 25 mile trip, one way, and my recent struggles have left me with few friends real (not my fault, they really hZve done some awful things).

My family, They yell like it's picking up orange juice. I hate feeling so helpless to do even the simplest of my own things.
I have ok days, but when depression hits, it stays. It's here today, sticking around like a farty uncle who nobody can stand.

I'm attending all kinds of intensive therapy but nothing makes up for not having anyone around to talk to, and I don't knife how to get round this, without meds....meds I can't pick up....all I want to do is sleep all day today. It's Easter tomorrow and my family is so busy fixing dinner and visiting each other that nobody's bothered to return my texts or calls.

I could use some prayers or something. I'm overwhelmed with sadness right now.

Hi Qwerky,
I'm really sorry that you're feeling so alone and down right now. :hug:

I hope you're able to get your ID sorted as soon as possible so that you're not left in this situation without your anxiety medications again.

What are you doing today? I hope that your family have been in touch with you since you wrote this message.

I hope you're feeling a little stronger.

Hi Qwerky,Lara is corrcet as soon as possible,i am really sorry how you are feeling but your never alone God is always with you.Do not worry about those so called friends,it shows buy their actions they were never your friends.I also take anti anxiety meds i know how your feeling,i hope your doing better by Lara message.GOD BLESS YOU QWERKY,I WILL PREY FOR YOU! THAT UNCLE REMARK WAS HILARIOUS. KEEP IN TOUCH HERE YOU HAVE A WHOLE COMMUNITY THAT LOVES,CARES FOR YOU

Just wanted to update and say how much better I am a week later. I think I had breakthrough sadness, not true depression, due to sleep issues. Doc wants to order a sleep study; I hope my insurance approves. Thanks everybody for such sustaining words!!!!!! :)

A sleep study might help.
The doc learns lots of stuff that might be helpful.

Mari

Mari, say a prayer something shows up that helps my doctors. My meds are working, but they remain a bit perplexed why. I don't want the have epilepsy but as you say, the docs can learn from a sleep study and hopefully solidify an actual diagnosis. I'm guessing EEG is normal for a sleep study or does the dr have to request it especially? (Pray my insurance approves too...)
God bless.