happiness karma and all that stuff...
 

This does'nt rhyme,nor will it make sense to most..
I just need to get it outta my head.

Does karma bite ya in the *** forever??

I can't seem to stick with anything that makes me
feel happy.Either i destroy it or it's taken from me.
I believe when one door closes-another opens.
Yet it's gettin hard to focus.

I went back to the job i love,yet it seems it may not last long.
It's as if someone up there is tellin me to get away from that place.

I have left twice before for surgeries.Now i'm back again.For how long?Nobody knows....Why must i go????

I don't believe i will ever find happiness that will last....

Hey, Kell-Bell.

It doesn't rhyme, that's for sure, but it does make sense to me. Maybe that's because I'm as crazy as you are. Who knows?:p

I do believe you can be happy again, I really do. But you know how I feel about that. I hope it happens sooner rather than later, but I do think that it will happen. :)

All my best,
Idealist