nervous and depressed
 

i have an appt at 1:15 with a dermatologist for a spot within a brown spot on my arm. It just became a pimple that burst. I took a bath this morning after getting out of bed close to ten. I did feed abby before. It is probably nothing but since it happened it has been haunting me. I like this dermatologist. He is also a famous artist, Mark Podwal. His life is so full.
bobby

I'm glad that you're going Bobby. You're doing what you need to do for yourself... You'll feel physically better and most likely relieved.

thanks so much. my anxiety is growing even though i took two klonopin. i have been searching on the net for melanomas...scarey
bobby

Melanomas change, usually very slowly, over time.

If it makes you feel any better, I have a lot of moles and have gotten zits in some before.

oh thank you so very much. i was just about to take my third klonopin. i am only supposed to take 1 1/2 in the morning and one at night.
i just checked the doctor's address. i thought it was 74th street but it turned out to be 73 street. what a mess that would be.
i also called my primary care doctor for an appt on the 11 of sept. i had to wait on the line for six minutes before somebody answered the phone. it is a clinic.
I am still considering the third klonopin
bobby

Bobby,

I wish you well.

The doc will allay your concerns.

M

he doesn't think it is anything but he took a biopsy. he wants me to have a full body scan on the 25. i have a burn mark on my breast. i scalded myself on boiling water seven or eight years ago. it has changed a little as i have changed. i hope it is nothing and i will just be embarrassed and humilated about showing my body.
bobby

I was in nursing, I saw hundreds of naked people. I never saw flaws, or parts to be judged. All I ever saw before me was a person who needed to be helped.

you are a Godsend
bobby

thinking of you bobby.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi