what to do?
 

im feeling suicidal but afraid to tell anyone

Hi.
I'm very sorry you're feeling so badly. Are you on your own or do you have someone who can spend some time with you right now?

I wanted to leave a link to the NeuroTalk SOS forum for you.

Survivors of Suicide Forum

What to do if you are alone and thinking of suicide

hi
I am sorry you are feeling this way.
Do you want to share a bit about what is going on? We will listen to you and not judge you, I promise.
You mentioned God in one of your posts. Would praying help?
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

My best advice is, as hard as it may be, please tell someone. Give them an opportunity to listen to you, help you, and let you know they care about you. Suicidal thoughts can be scary. It's difficult and can be dangerous to suffer with them alone. I know that it's very hard to talk about symptoms of mental illness, but you need to reach out right now in order to be and feel safe. The comfort you find in a close friend or family member may surprise you.

Please let your pdoc and or tdoc know what's happening on Monday and make an appointment to be seen. It sounds like this is a new symptoms for you…

If you are having intense suicidal feelings and are engaged in things such as planning, you need to be in a safe place… please go to the ER.

Please take care mbe, and stay safe :hug::hug::hug:

Kay

Drive yourself / get a ride to an ER. A psychiatrist will evaluate you.
The psychiatrist can determine that you stay in the hospital for seventy-two hours.
In most cases, they send you home after 72 hours.

Sometimes they keep you a little longer while they give you new medications and arrange after care for you at home --- For example, you could be set up with a psychiatrist and daily outpatient group counseling for two weeks.

M

Today call your pdoc's office and your therapist's office and leave clear messages about how much trouble you are in right now and how you need them to call you.
(If there system is such that the phone recording says to go to the ER in cases of an emergency, then you need to go to the ER)

M