how many of us feel grateful
 

I can't figure it out if it is being bipolar or not. I have been so lucky lately.
Abbie is such a dollface. she is so funny and loving. pudge is so precious. my new housekeeper is a delight. I want to clean up for her before she comes.
I am 72 and that is a first. I am back friends with stella again. alice has been wonderful to me. I am happy for mike and don't seem to miss him. He was suffering so much. My bottom false teeth seem to be all right but I will still keep the appointment incase stepping on the did something. Even looking for something and finding it and then finding an appt card which i needed and found by accident. why can't i be happy or feel grateful. I never thought i would get another abysinian (sp). I wish i had the patience to read.
bobby

It sounds like you have a lot to be grateful about.
happy for you.
bizi

i know so why can't i feel happy or graaaaaaaateful?

Bobby

I think its just how we all think and feel. If you tell your self that because
everything is going good. Your afraid it will jinx it. So feeling those things
isn't something you want to do.

I'm feeling happy or greatful mainly, for no cancer, treatment changing. And
having an job I love and co-workers that care.

I also have caring relatives and friends.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

maybe caring has a lot to do with it. I always had trouble with work, I always have had trouble with my family. I guess I have always had trouble with the basics. it was so glaring from your post. I am so happy for you! God bless you.
Bobby

maybe journaling would help, bobby.
did not oprah have a gratitude journal????
maybe something like that could help you feel.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

i keep on thinking of death

I'm sorry that your thoughts are focused on death, Bobby. You have had a lot of losses over the last year or so, and had the stroke, so I think that it may be a normal reaction. I wish that you were not burdened by those thoughts though :hug::hug::hug:

thank you. it makes sense. i just vacuumed

I just decided i will start praying for everyone. somehow that makes sense. even my mother.... the whole world. it came to me after i bought another kindle. I don't think there is a relationship...
hopefully i will clean the sink soon with ajax. keep it clean until marcie comes on monday.stella is working at lord and taylors on her feet all day for 12 dollars an hour. she lent her brother a chunk of money and she also owns a coop worth about 500 thousand. she just needs income now. I just told her about the stockings kay suggested. she is not used to that much standing
I feel better