I broke down and bought another pair of pants
 

they were only five dollars including shipping from china but i had told myself yesterday fear would prevent me from buying any more. I got a few compliments at p.t. I didn't buy two i two i wanted

i am still bidding :(

Aww... Bobby. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. I wish someone would block you from Ebay's site.

how sad.....i am slowing down

when i was young i always had a thing for shoes. My mania didn't affet my shopping. it did affect me when i played the stock market which got me into huge trouble

I am sorry....it sounds so addicting. Hard to cope with.
(((((HUGS and LOVE)))))
bizi

I wish some agencies would let people spend a certain amount of money doing something like this for them. I think you could save them some money.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i don;t know if I understand. I think this is masking an incredible sadness. I feel so awful and alone. the spending hides it. if i can;t spend right now i just tunnel into darkness.

((((((HUGS)))))
bizi:hug:

I think that's how a lot of people with eating disorders and spending problems feel. I'm so sorry you feel like that Bobby. I wish things were different :hug::hug::hug: