isolating
 

that is what i am doing.I am not seeing cecilia. I am not going to the senior center. I do have fun with marcia. reading more. I am not depressed thanks to topamax. I probably just gained a pound. I don't see stella. I see the doctor today

I do that from time to time, Bobby. Sometimes we just need some alone time. I'm glad that you are seeing Marcia, and are enjoying her company, so you are not totally isolated.

You are a social person by nature, but I think that what you are doing now is okay, as long as it doesn't go on for too long :hug::hug::hug:

it just seems so natural now

Sometimes getting myself out of here is like pulling teeth.

I am glad the topamax is helping your depression.
bizi:hug:

Do what works for you, Bobby.

When you are able to go out, you will.


M

made an appt to see my eye dr for generaal appt next friday at 1:30. I started worrying about it because my doctor made me worrybecause of my diabetes.
he confused me. he sort of said i didn't have diabetes but was close/ of well. still isolating in bed and thinking about death and asksing God for forgivance and now thinking of blindness. why am i torturing myself.

Glad you made the appointment.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

hi bobby,
I am sorry that you struggle.
I wish things were easier for you.
know that we care about you here.
(((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

:hug::hug::hug: Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

Maybe the med adjustment went a little too far. That has happened to me before. You could check in with you pdoc?

It's good to have your eyes checked every year, especially if you have diabetes. Not everyone with diabetes gets eye problems tho. And you haven't mentioned any problems, so everything is probably okay :hug:

I wish you were feeling better :hug::hug::hug: