Something triggered my fear, and depression.
 

I felt awful, but I feel a little better right now. I feel a deep grievous painful depression. It let up a little in the last 15 minutes. I had to tell someone.

Yesterday I felt fear. I wonder why this happens. BF:hug::hug::hug:

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

I feel those things sometimes too.

I am sorry you have to deal with this.

Let tomorrow be a better day.



M

I tried 200 mg of topamax and it removed my long term depression. it really acted as a mood stabilizer for me. 100 did nothing

I'm so sorry BF :hug::hug::hug:
I wish I knew why these feelings happened, too.

I hope you feel better soon :hug::hug::hug:

sending hugs your way for a better day today.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I thank each, and everyone of you. I'm feeling better right now, but I seem to be going in, and out of these issues.

I have noticed that my energy is very low. I'm on a diet, and I'm trying to eat foods that should give me more strength, but things seem to be going in the opposite direction. I have no idea as to why. BF:hug::hug::hug:

I just wanted to give you an encouraging word.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Thank you Bizi. It's happening again tonight. Dread,Fear,heartburn, and fatigue seem to be happening again tonight. I'm going to try to take a shower. I hope that will help. BF:hug::hug::hug:

friend may I suggest an evening snack.
maybe some almonds or a piece of fruit.
you may be experiencing low blood sugar and need to eat or even drink a glass of milk before bed time.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Thank you Bizi. I'm feeling a little better. I went out to the car, and mailed a letter at the local Post office.

I put my cordless phone, and cell phone close to the shower just in case I would fall.

Late last night I ended up getting up, and ate a Hershey bar.

I'm going to eat a Lean Cuisine frozen dinner in a few minutes.

Thank you for the info on it possibly being low blood sugar. I'll keep that in mind. BF:hug::hug::hug: