I am not sure what to do
 

I have really been on a buying and eating spree and not sure what to do. haven't been depressed in a while now. I am back friends with cecilia. I forgot if I mentioned she is taking me out for my birthday. so is stella. I am on good terms with my youngest nephew. the cats are getting along better. next week I should be getting part of my annuity. I am aware of my mortality so I am also spending because of that.I needed the chinese stool for my telephone. hopefully I won;t be falling off the bed. I bought some tunic tops to cover my middle. I bought the stevia. I think i like it. the books are making me happy.
I bought some little chinese things that are pretty and I didn't need. the cat toys I needed and give me pleasure. I offered to buy a good one for robert. I seem to have an excuse for almost everything. for years i did without

Dear bobby,
I think that is good that you are buying things that bring you joy.
We never know what tomorrow will bring.
You did with out for so many years.
thinking of you this morning.
love bizi

It sounds like there are some good things going on in your life right now, but sometimes people still find that buying things bring them happiness :hug:

I'm glad that you do have those good things in your life :hug::hug::hug:

You sound good here, Bobby.


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I bought a lamp with 12 bulbs. My lighting isn't very good except I j=have too much light in the day time. I have spent so much money. I just found out that my annuity direct deposit was just under 4,000. I was hoping it would be more.
Hopefully my spree is winding down. I won;t have to groom pudge for at least another 6 months. that was close to 150 dollars. then there was some furniture and more clothes. I don't have any room. the bargain coat is a really pretty color. I am going to watch the ac.
I am trying a new diet. I am adding fat to my diet,so broccoli and butter grassfed meat etc. I bought the book. I thought i was getting depressed again but right now i am not.

I'm so glad that you are not feeling depressed right now, Bobby :)

I'm sorry that you didn't get more money from the annuity. That must be disappointing. I hope that it doesn't put you in a bad financial position :hug:

I go through periods where I spend too much, but not as much as you are doing now, unless I'm hypo. But this seems like your usual pattern... you don't have tunnel vision on let's say pants, shoes, bags, etc and are buying useful tings...
I know it's hard, but you may want to try setting yourself a spending limit money-wise per week or month and hope you can at least stay within that ballpark :hug::hug::hug:

I chose to have the minimum taken out ...I could have taken out more. In my own way I am trying to limit my spending but the past while I have gone over my limits. I can't wait to get the lamps. I have so many pants. alicia put the latest away and rats I can't find one. the coat is big which I knew but such a pretty color. I am also trying to buy things for marcia. she is so great. so are you
love
bobby

Kay is terrific isn't she!
bizi

Thank you ladies :grouphug:
But you're embarrassing me :o