three months i have isolated myself
 

i do go to doctor's appts and now see stella. and cecilia. I feel too fragile and most people I am not interested in. I am learning a lot about my mental illness.
I am seeing it clearer. I am really mentally ill. If I keep on going like this i will probably go to therapy.

I just called a caseworker I have dealt with. Last time I saw her she said she could get a therapist for me there at their agency. They are geared towards senior citizens. Hopefully she will get back to me on monday

I know what you mean Bobby. I isolate myself to much also. BF:hug::hug::hug:

are you ready for therapy? I have tried it a few times. Now I am in a different place. I really want to be less fearful and more comfortable with other people and not so terrified about money

I am sorry that you have been isolating yourself.
Perhaps seeing a therapist is a good idea?
(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

I'm going to another group therapy meeting on Monday. I see my councilor on Thursday. I also pray. I reed bible verses. That's all I know to do.

I keep holding on. I wonder what my purpose for existing is. There must be a purpose. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Wishing wellness for you Bobby,


M

I've noticed that you've been doing quite a bit of introspection and have been exploring your past recently. I know that therapy hasn't worked out well for you in the past, but maybe it will be helpful now that you are already starting to work out some issues on your own :hug::hug::hug:

That is an excellent observation Kay.
((((HUGS))) for bobby.
bizi

You might enjoy being with this therapist.

You have been enjoying the company of your latest cleaning lady.


M