last night i felt so much love for my father
 

I still do and so much compassion. It was so beautiful and I can see him now. we had so many of the same interests like tennis, animals,crossword puzzles, he was thoughtful to other people and he had the same bipolar traits but he drank. He was very handsome and brilliant and couldn't stand pressure but like to perform in the court room. If only I felt this way when he was alive but at least I feel it now.

I am happy for you bobby.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I'm glad you are finding some peace and a sense of closure (?) with your father. I think that's wonderful, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

I know what you mean Bobby. I've thought about my dad recently. He passed away a couple of years ago. At one point he became a alcoholic, but stopped drinking many years before he died. I'm sure that my mental health challenges got on his nerves, but he didn't abandon me. He could be mean, but I forgive him. I still feel like talking to him at times, but he's gone. As I think back, he's done allot of good things for me. I'm sorry that my mental health challenges bothered him. BF:hug::hug::hug:

I am so happy for you. Now i feel so much stronger because I know that I have somebody who really loved me. You know what I mean?

I know what you mean, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

that is so great!

Yes. They loved me. BF:hug::hug::hug: