I just wrote my nephew
 

I mentioned to him that my mother said that the state could take care of me and that my sister was jealous that I went to pick up my father when he was drunk and my sister was left home safe. He triggered me when he said all parents are critical. I told him that my former psychiatrist said I would be a lot better if not for my parents . I also mentioned how I loved God and how good God was to me. He is the youngest nephew. None of them visited me after the stroke. I guess I wanted either to disturb him or have a a real relationship with him.

Maybe your heart and your head are in conflict about him.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

it is as if I am tired of pretending that everything is fine and dandy. I forgot if i wrote that none of them visited me after I had my stroke. I guess I am tired of crumbs. i feel pain rather than feeling grateful that i have contact with them.maybe you are right.

I wish you had gotten a better response, Bobby. You deserve a lot better :hug::hug::hug:

I didn't hear from my older nephew. I really got depressed but expected it. I think I need them out of my lives. I tried to feel compassion for them finally.

I wrote another letter to my youngest nephew and told him the few memories I had of him when he was little about having an ant as a friend and running into the street and wanting to be run over and their thinking he was retarded. I told that he showed them because now he is a well regarded financial analyst.
I am bipolar and that is me.

Wow, I can't believe you told him you thought he was retarded when he was little Bobby... where were you going with that? I'm sure it was the truth, but did you decide to say it to be hurtful because he has hurt you so badly?

I think it would probably be better if they were not in your life anymore...
But unfortunately, since they have come back, I think you will always be thinking of them sometimes :hug::hug::hug:

No! I wrote thinking that they thought he was retarded. I got a response to that letter.

You replied on 11/24/2017 9:24 PM.
Wow. I remember the whole thing though not with the ants. Don’t remember ants. Lots of love. Family isn’t perfect but everyone has craziness and hopefully love. It’s what builds us.

Happy thanksgiving.

Love

Alex.



On Nov 24, 2017, at 12:09 PM, Bobby Y <> wrote:

from what little I saw of you growing up you didn't have an easy time. Your father was the last man on the totem pole and he must had a lot of complexes.

when you were very little and we were visiting you were playing with an ant and said that even ants should have friends. another time when somebody was being bar mitvahed(sp) and you were little you were running into the street and saying that you wanted a car to come and round over you. I tried to say something but my parents who were made to sit in their car because they came early started yelling at me. It was so said. I also think they thought you were retarded because myra treated you like a baby and I told her you weren't. you showed them!

love

bobby


He is now a financial analyst for reits and is on tv and quoted by the wall street journal etc!

I'm sorry I got it all wrong, Bobby :hug:

It sounds like a good exchange. I'm glad he responded positively :hug:

I had to keep on editing it because I had his name and number in it and my email address lol. They treated him himm as if he were retarded and for andy the billionaire-he could do no wrong. on somebody's birthday, not andy's, they had cake
and we each had a piece and then andy took all the remaining frosting and ate it and left the cake and nobody except me said anything. weird