Now I am stressed out.
 

We are starting a new computer program at work and the whole project got dumped in my lap yesterday. I think I can handle, but I don't know if I can trust others to do what I need them to do to get up and running. They don't feel confident and so that scares me.

It will be all good when it's done and running. But until then, I get the feeling I won't be around much.

And my body is not co-operating with me. It's sleeping way too much and I am the fibro queen.

Good thing is, I am pretty stable. No freak outs or anything. I just quit taking my anti-psycotic too. (I was hearing voices, and somehow I think that is just the opposite of what Abilify is supposed to do. :eek: Stopped the med, and the voices stopped.) The Triliptal seems to be the ticket for me, and I haven't even hit the full dose yet. Teeny little titrations, and absolutely no side effects. When I tried to do it faster, I got manicy.

I am ok. REALLY ok. I haven't had to take a valum during the day for so long. And there has been some big changes in my life.

So wish me luck, and strength, and endurance. I will check on you all as often as this project and my health will let me.

I love you all.

Wishing you all the luck, endurance, strength you need.

You must need the rest if you are sleeping a lot.

They wouldn't of given you the task if they didn't think you could handle it.

So go for it, go with the flow.

Hugs, Nikko:hug:

I am rooting for you. I think you can do it too.

I personally would like when you return with more time on your
hands to hear more about what and how the trileptal makes you
feel if you wouldn't mind.

My son takes it for epilepsy at a very high dosage. And I would
like to understand it better. But it would help to talk to a adult
that takes it.

Donna

any changes at work are reaallyy stressful so no wonder you are stressed.
The learning curve for everyone is diferrent so be patient with yourself too.
Things will mellow out once everyone learns the new system...until then ...hang in there.
(((HUGS))))
bizi

Gotta love the IT department....they don't care as long as they get done what they want to get done.:rolleyes:

Mrs. Bear,
:hug: :hug:

'Sending strength, luck, and endurance.

I hope that you reach your happy balance place.
Mari