I'm hating life now
 

Hey all right now I am doing not great, I hate my life right now I went to get my eyes looked at yesterday and I was lucky they could even renew my scrip my eyes where so blurry I could not focus on anything and of course my eye doc knows I'm on a ton of meds he said with the meds I'm on no way I can focus :( I have a new sinus med Im trying it seems like all the ones I try do not work so one more brand, of course I have to still stay on my inhaler, rrr I never had proble,s with breathing till all this :(

I had joined a group in Nov. of 05 and no one talkes to me, why? I guess they hate me as you all do over here too so I will just read and not bother you all good luck after all I guess your RSD and TOS is worse than mine.

I dont know maby Im wrong but it seems like I have no one to talk to and kids start school soon so my days will be more empty and quite, I cannot drive doc has taken it away, no noise, no stress,a little standing a little sitting life is fun for us all.

Hi flippnout,
 

We make a good team, I seemed to be disliked as much here also but that's ok, it seems to bother those people more then it does me.

I will PM you. I haven't forgotten you. I finally got that job done I was trying to do. It took me 3 days but got it done.

It's been so hot here in Co. it's hard to get out in it.

I am so sorry you are having such a hard time of it. The forum will calm down soon and you will get some help from some good people on here.

I'm having some bad days also. Not from the forum but things going on with my health and other issues.

I'm sorry about your eyesight. That seems to come with RSD also sometimes and as you said the meds we are on.

There will be others that come on here just give them time. In the meantime I will PM you again.

Ada

Please don't feel that way...life is good!
 

:) Flippnout,

I am saddened to read your post. Many of us deal with vision problems for a variety of reasons. I once stopped taking a medication because my vision was so blurred that I could not read for hours at a time after taking it. Not being able to see just outweighed the benefit of taking that medication. Don't give up trying to find out what is causing your vision problems.

Why would you think that people on the forum hate you? Don't assume that you are not liked, welcomed, or worse just because many people have not communicated with you before. I am not much for chatting and come here mostly for information, understanding, and support. That does not make me unfriendly, I just tend to post only when spoken to or when I can add to a conversation or when there is a topic of interest (like your post today). There are many others like myself on the forum and it would be a terrible mistake for you to take silence for something that it is not. I'll be here as will many others should you need to talk.

Finally, life is such a precious gift. Don't waste any of it with negative thoughts, much less hating life. Cherish life - Embrace life - Live life to the fullest. Enjoy life because it is but a vapor that soon passes away. Life is good even on a bad day.

Best regards,

:cool: EJ

stay..
 

I just wanna send you a big soft cyber hug bud..

(((((((((((((((((:hug:)))))))))))))))))))

Sandra

Hi Flippnout,
I am sorry your feeling this way. I think that we all feel as if the world is mad at us . The things we have to deal with on daily basis are just too much. Please don't give up on this place too soon. I have gotten so much help here.
Sometimes i just come on and read. I am not always able to type as much as I want to. But everyone here has helped me in some way. Hope you feel better.

Sue K.

Hi Flippnout,
Sorry to hear that you are going through such a rough time. I know what it's like to be so restricted and feel so isolated. I haven't been on this board for very long and don't check in as often as I would like to. I only have a limited amount of spoons and some days I have to do "normal" things like laundry and pay the bills. By then, I'm tired or in too much pain to sit at the computer. Sometimes, I check in and read some of the posts & have to quit before I can even reply to any. (Sorry, everyone - you all are in my thoughts and prayers). Maybe it's that way with others as well. Some days it's just so hard getting through that while we have the best of intentions it just doesn't get done.
I hope you get the blurriness problem resolved soon. That must be so scary & limit even more of what you might be able to do.
Linmarie
:hug:

Hugs. Sometimes I don't know how to respond to someones post. I have a hard time taking my words from my head and putting them on screen. They sound GREAT in my head, but when I start to post they come out jumbled.

I believe that everyone on this board, old and new, have so much to offer everyone else. Even the littlest piece of detail about life, or something like it, is so beneficial for us. Even you. As for the other board, I cannot comment. I can say however that they are not us. As a community I think we are strong, and you and your voice/posts add to that strength. Please rethink your decision to pull back from the group. With all that you have going on right now, blurred vision and RSD, please continue to receive all the support you need. AND, if you need more support than you're getting, just scream I NEED MORE SUPPORT. We'll be glad to offer it to you.

Hugs.

blurry vision is a problem with TOS also - as well as just getting older:(

I'm not on any meds and ever since I got RSI/TOS my close /reading vision has really been affected.

i'm sorry
 

i'm sorry.....i truly wish i had the power to make everything all right for you and everybody else and myself too. i hope you have better days soon:hug: