If it wasnt for me.....I would be alright
 

Its important for me to begin.... My issues are manageable.. Not complicated, so how did i get here? "do i deserve to feel better" Is that part of the reason I can no longer manage day to day life. C2 fusion in 1990 , I knew if I ignored my health... Simply , I can no longer manage the pain. (NOT ABOUT MEDICINE) Perscription: walks & diet. No therapy or med 5 plus years now (office closed) My quality of life is in steady decline. i now Realize the medicine (depacote, efforex, ewelbutrin, adderall, rispodol many more) made me at least consistent. finding a psychologist/treatment in philadelphia (medicare A/B) is as likely as my mother saying "getting tired of Frank Sinatra"

Hi 215TUDDY

Welcome to NeuroTalk :).

It is good to read that you are getting help with your Bipolar Disorder.

As far as your spinal issues are involved you could describe your experiences in the Spinal Disorders forum (https://www.neurotalk.org/forum22/). Other members will be able to offer you support and helpful suggestions.

Best wishes.