Bamboo ??
 

How are you tonight ? I hope things are OK

hi, thanks for asking how i am....it is good to find a place where it is okay for me to show exactly what i'm thinking and feeling. I don't get that outlet normally.
I didn't do anything yesterday i'm afraid...i know i should have taken a shower and done something but i simply didn't have the energy. I force myself up every other day and i just wanted a break from pushing myself.
I managed to sleep better last night. I think i was just plain exhausted.

I'm sorry i have been so extreme these last few days. I'm sorry if i have been too graphic. I'm really tired. I wish time would stop so i could have time to breathe.

Sorry guys for taking up all these posts, i didn't want this to be our introduction. :(

thank you for all you posts, they have literally pulled me through the last few days. :grouphug:

I just wanted to leave you a hug this morning. :hug:

hello dear bamboo!
 

I hope you sleep in sweet slumber the body can heal if it gets enough rem sleep -that is the healing sleep...be happy!
:hug::hug::hug:

please don't quit posting and talking about your feelings is what we are here for.
Some people journal in a note book to help get those feelings out...you are a good writer.....other people start blogs.
I am going to post a link for you about a mood tracker site that helps you keep track of your moods meds and sleep and also a place to journal if you like.

http://www.moodtracker.com/index.php

((((HUGS))))
bizi

Dear Bamboo,

Keep posting. That's why everyone is here. To post.

And you certainly don't have to apologize to us for your feelings. I mean, you can if you want to and that is your thing, but we understand. so no apology needed.


Mari

thank you so much for all your kindness, i really would not have gotten through this without this forum. You have welcomed me so quickly and i am forever grateful for all your support.
Things are getting gradually lighter, the images are still bounding around my head but they have been for weeks so i can handle that - as long as something doesn't trigger another blip again! I got a phonecall from my dr receptionist, she hasn't even faxed the referral through yet...so thats another 2 wks from now to wait. :(
I feel different now though, i'm not going to think about it as a be all and end all. I have very black and white thinking btw, probably half my problem! I'm going to get up today - wish me luck!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!

Thank you ....
Thank you for letting us know how you are. We are concerned about you and we do care. :grouphug:
Please do talkwhen ever you can.

{{{{{Bamboo}}}}}

(((Bamboo))) Don't forget to baby yourself and do things that make you feel good.