hate
 

I hate,
hate that I can't trust
I hate,
hate that I must lie because you'd rather believe I'm fine.
I hate,
hate who I try to be
I hate,
hate to make decisions.
I hate,
hate that I can't hate those I should.
I hate,
hate my life.
I hate,
hate that I can't die.
I hate,
hate to live in fear and hate.
I hate,
hate my uncertainty.
I hate,
hate the lies people tell me.
I hate,
hate that I believe.
I hate,
hate all emotion that are mine.
I hate,
hate that I need others.
I hate,
hate that there's so much to hate.

therealme
 

sorry you are hurting, if it's ok can I hurt with you? thanks for giving me this site;) a change is better than nothing.....hugs, Isobelle;)you know we've met before lol....please say hello to your wife for me.....xx

about as subtle as a brick aren't I lmao

(((therealme))) It's been a year I think since you posted on the SOS forum and it sounds like you are in that same dark hole. The looming holidays don't help us when we are feeling so desperate. Please know that I am sending you positive thoughts for a better year next time around. :hug:

We are with you in your despair:grouphug: The form of the poem is beautiful; you have a real talent!

I, too, hate that I cannot hate those that I should!! Beautiful verses!!

LOVED the poetry!! :)