BJ
 

:hug: No words are good enough right now.... I'm so sorry you lost your sweet kitty....Know you are in my thoughts and prayers..
vicky

THis is benton's rainbow page that BJ posted on the wonder thread.
Hugs for Bj
((((((((HUGS)))))):hug:
bizi

I'm so sorry BJ --
When I read that I signed your book and went to bed. I lost my 20 year old kitty just two months ago and I know how it hurts.
I'm so sorry.

I still think about your loss, wren. So sorry......................hug

Another hug for BP too.............................hug

:hug: BJ
you are in my thoughts and prayers. I know the place our kitties have in our hearts:Heart:

Oh ((BJ)). I'm just so very sorry. Losing a furbaby is one of the toughest losses we go through. Benton was so very lucky to have you sweetheart. :grouphug:

I feel like such an idiot crying like I've been doing but I'm hurting because I feel like a part of me left with Benton. I've tried so hard to stifle it in but I can't hold it in any more. I went to work today and my boss said I needed to stop and now. Even my pdoc didn't understand. I called her last night and she said "BJ for goodness sake it was a cat and unfortunately they don't live as long as we would like". That helped a lot didn't it. Just what I wanted to hear. She doesn't understand how much joy Benton brought into my life, how much he was a part of me.

I hope he knows how much I miss him. I think he's here because I swear I can feel him rubbing against my leg and I keep looking and no one is there. Thank you all for signing his guest book and sending messages and sympathy cards. I spent most of last night at the Bridge just staring at him and wishing so much he was sitting in my lap like he always did. I don't know how much grief one is expected to cope with. My brother, my mom and dad and now my buddy. I'm just so so tired.

(((BJ))) I was such a mess when my Sweetie Pie died 2 years ago this May. I was basically hysterical, sobbing, crying out loud. My parents went with me and brought me home. They were scared at my reaction. I went and stayed with them for 3 days because I couldn't bear the pain.

Those people don't understand. I didn't go to work because I knew what it would be like. What they said to you obviously isn't true.

They aren't just cats, they're our friends. We will all miss Benton so much and of course we are all here for you and completely understand your pain sweet lady.

Nothing we can say can take away your pain but know that you are loved and we are all thinking of you.

(((BJ))) :hug:

He was a beautiful cat and loyal friend. I completely understand the relationship you two had, and what a great loss this is to you. My deepest condolences.

Rest in peace, Benton. :hug: