Denise..sad one...
 

Thought your thread/post was getting really long so I started a new one for you.
I am really really sorry you are dealing with so much pain and seemed to be suffering . That isnt fair but I want you to know all of us are holding you near and dear in our prayers and thoughts.
It took you a long time to become so sad and it will take a long time to get happy once again.You had treatments for a few weeks so you need to give your body and mind at least that much time to recoup and bounce back.
MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR DOCTORS HOW YOU FEEL AND WHAT YOU THINK.
Let them know you are feeling extreamly depressed and that it is hard for you to go on if those thoughts come and go TELL YOUR DOC JUST THAT.
You are a extreamly strong caring mother ,wife and family memeber here.
Do not give up on yourself or your children or hub. keep fighting keep reaching and talking.
B.F is right you should write postive things on paper and place them around your house where you can see them and remember ..there is so much good about you and so much good in life in the universe. Remind yourself that as much as you can. let go of the bad a little so there is room for some good.
we are keeping you in our prayers and hope you post soon. Hang strong and keep taking one step at a time. :grouphug:
May Gods angels be helping you with each step you take to be strong and keep going step by step into the sunshine and better times.
PEACE
BMW
p.s. maybe you can post on this thread now and let that other one end???
A fresh start just a thought :hug:

Denise
 

We are all thinking about you. I know it's tuff,but hang in there. Keep reaching out. It takes time to recover,so keep getting help from the Doctors,and communicate with them as Burntmarshmallow has said.

As I've said,please write down things that are positive in your life,the country,the earth,and the beautiful universe. It may be a struggle to think of the good things. Your emotions my start to feel a little better.

Please don't watch horror movie's,for they can be detrimental to your emotional state. Uplifting things are what you need right now. We so care about you. BF:hug::hug::hug: