kinda off topic
 

As some of you know I have been having complications for 4 years now. I use to be a fitness freak. These days I am just thankful to wake up of the mornings or even after noon. A lot of the time I have felt so bad I did not feel like eating but I would eat just because if I didn't my meds would make me extreemly sick. Most times grab a yourgart drink or slim fast. But really crazy thing I have ended up gaining weight. I would eat but usually something my family would bring me in Pizza, sandwiches, meals some too. Eating a plate usually took too much out of me so I would say I would eat it later and it went in the fridg. to be thrown out in a few days. I have been real bad about putting off eating til I was nearly sick. So usually my choice of something to eat was something to nuke which was high calorie low everything else. I am still very very fatigued. But I need to loose about 60 pounds. I'm trying to eat better but I know eating alone will not do it. An exercise program is not really an option because most days my shower gives me out. The last 3 days I have got on my treadmill for no more than 3 minutes. I am so out of shape you would think I ran a mile in 5 minutes for the first time ever. I would not mind getting in a program but I'm not able to even drive yet. I don't know what I'm looking for. How to fix me or how to feel better...I guess if I felt better I could fix this on my own.