Bad thoughts
 

I havent felt this horrible in a long time the thoughts of ending things keep poping in and out of my mind. I need some strength and some hugs. I dont feel like talking about why I feel the way I do just that i feel really bad useless and I feel like I am nothing right now.
I have a full plate that is over flowing. I will be back here when i can. I jst want good thoughts not the bad ones in my head right now.
so if i give you all a hug can i get one back?? :grouphug:
t.y.
PEACE
BMW p.s. please no one call because calling me that will just make things worse for me right now ..posting to/for me will help more then any of you could know. thank you for understanding and for caring!

well, I was just about to log off...glad I saw this...

(((((((((((((((mallowhaid))))))))))))))

lots of love & hugs
 

:hug: :hug:

http://dl7.glitter-graphics.net/pub/...vf4mm2s1zx.gif

now who does that monkey remind you of?

whatever i can do, let me know. :hug: love you bmw. :hug:

((bmw))
 

Hi BMW, you can give me all your bad thoughts because I am feeling pretty strong right now. In return I will give you all my happy thoughts because I always have happy thoughts to share. :hug:

Keep on keepin on the my little chicklit. Prayers, good warm thoughts are surrounding you right now...can ya feel them?? :hug:...Sue

I photographed these today...
 

http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3168/...d58b885b53.jpg
buttercream roses~

with love~

or perhaps you fancy a violight rose?
 

(((BMW sis))) Always a hug and a prayer for you. But if you do feel like talking, you have my numbers. It's a good thing we have strong people here right now. :hug:

heres an interesting colour of two