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I don't need hear this!

:mad:

I have just gotten back from CCF (Cleveland Clinic
Florida) for the Neurological issues, because of
the degeneration and acceleration of the progressive-
ness of the Epilepsy & Neurological declination.

I already have MVP with regurgitation which has
worsen. My chemistry and hematology is a mess,
my organs is all out of whack, I have so much more
on top of this, now down to 88 lbs and dropping
and it's like I'm beating a dead horse!

:deadhorsebeat:

What do I get when I return after coming home?

I now am SCHEDULED to have to have a very special
scan on one of my breast. *sigh* This FRIDAY! I mean
do I get a break here? I already know my prognostics
is not good, not a surgical candidate for anything, I
do not need this... I already had - TWICE - in the uterus,
what they thought was cancer, turned out to be benign,
and just recently had the mammogram, and now getting
this?

:confused:

I perform the self-examination all the time, and I feel no
lumps, no nothing, nada, nix, nothing! But yet, they now
see it on the X-Ray? I can almost "swear" their machine
was in "malfunction junction" (or wished it was) ...

Do I get a Time Out here?

I am a nervous wreck right now, just a few more days,
and I do not even WANT to go. As far as I am concerned,
"if" they do find something, they are not going to be able
to really do anything anyway. I fail to see the point here.

My body physically is breaking down, while my spirit is
high, strong willed, but the toil of everything has moved
on its own destructive path.

All I see it doing is adding more stress upon me, putting
me into an emotional upheaval. I'm just a young, nearing
at middle age. I'm about ready to throw in the towel.

:hug: Southie :hug:

I can understand your hesitation in getting this test done.....but I really hope you go ahead and have it. It may very well be nothing. And I'm praying that's the case....but I think it's something you need to take care of...and surgery isn't always the only fix. It might be something that can be corrected without surgery. I'm saying a prayer for you....for strength and courage to face the coming days. You're not alone. :hug:

I'm sorry you are so scared Southie. You aren't alone..sending up a prayer. :grouphug:

praying for you to get thru this. You have got a mountain on your plate
but you are a strong, brave, and amazing woman....

:hug:s we are here for you.

Southie - Saying some prayers for you. You have been through a lot, especially in recent months and I can certainly understand how you are feeling. Hang in there and know that we are all here for you and praying for you.:hug::hug::hug::hug:

My mom & a sil had BC with in the same year & both did well with lumpectomy & radiation.
I hope yours is just a simple thing , that can be fixed easily --or nothing at all {we hope, hope ,hope}.:grouphug:

Thanks everyone!

Let's pray and hope it's NOTHING!

(((((( hugs ))))))) everyone!
:grouphug:

And oh, I had spoken with my mom,
and she's also hoping it would be
"nothing" ... after all, she will be
the one who will be taking me down
there coming up this Friday ....

After all, she's been keeping me from
falling apart here!

Keeping you in my prayers, southie. Praying its NOTHING!!! :hug:

I do so hope that all will be well Sharon. :hug:

Please know that I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

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