Happy Birthday BJ
 

Here's hoping you're having a glorious day :D

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Happy Birthday BJ! *whisper...did you read what Doc John posted about poison ivy? :eek:

((BJ)) Wishing you many happy returns of the day.

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Aweeeeeee thank you all so much. I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes but it's tears of happiness. I'm not having much of a birthday but it's my fault. I have to get my head back on straight again and do "something". My co-workers brought in cupcakes and I couldn't even eat them and ended up only working 3 hours. I came home and hid under the covers because I feel safe there.

I know I need help getting through this and I've relented. I have to find another pdoc because I'm not going back to the one I had. I'm nauseous and shakey and I know I'm going through withdraw from the Effexor. It's my fault though.

Thank you all again so much. It's really warmed my heart. I'm doing my best to make things right or at least get back on track.

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here is a special treat for you later bj.

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:) Happy Birthday to you! :)

BJ, I've taken Effexor before and it does sound like you are experiencing withdrawl symptoms. I hope you can find a new doctor soon. It took me 3 tries to find a good fit for me with a psychiatrist and it really made a difference for me. I feel like he is definitely on my side and he is willing to listen to me when I have an appointment with him.

I hope you have done something you enjoy today. :)

take care ...


(((BJ)))

Thank you so much again and thanks for the delicious cookies Curious. They're in my refrig waiting for my stomach to settle down. :(

I'm looking for another pdoc today and hopefully I'll find one. I've been given some options by my primary and I'll call and see which one I'm going to try first. I need to find someone who will let me talk about what I want, whether it be my mom, being bipolar or the weather. That's all I'm asking for. I have a lot of feelings inside that have to come out and I just want somebody to listen to me. I try to hide things at work and it's eating inside me. I can't go in today and be all happy when inside I'm in such turmoil. If that makes sense. ;)

Yes, that does make sense to me.

I wish you luck in finding a good pdoc and 'good for you' for taking this step!

(((BJ))) ......... I hope your stomach settles so you can enjoy those yummy-looking treats from Curious! :)

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And many more!