hiding message
 

my mind
yelling inside
longing for hope
inside i find none
fishing for answers
expecting no help
inside im crying
starting to crumble
what is the point
outside i smile
raging inside
trying to keep calm
hurting loved ones
letting darkness in
expecting the worst
smiling at death
smurking at life

deep inside, where no one sees,
There lives a person you don't know,
Who thinks some thoughts that you won't like
and feels some things that she can't show.

You realize she's hiding there
you strive to understand her.
You'd like to let her come "outside",
but find you can't command her.

You're the house that she calls home
You're the judge and jury too.
You're the one that she rejects...
You disapprove of you. :(

beautiful dear (((Alfeee)))
 

yes -I know her too, just a bit...
lovely
thankyou!

(((therealme)))

your life is worth something. i am so sorry i missed your post earlier. :(

Your poem touched me, thank you for sharing this (((((therealme)))))