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Curious 09-14-2006 06:39 PM

Wonder Thread #4
 
i wonder if i can get bobbi to post her beautiful ( yes i'm jealous ) sunset pictures one wonder thread 4?

i wonder why i'm not hungry today?

i wonder why lil'monkeys teachers don't seem to care that her locker got broken into and books stolen?

i wonder if i'll have to go talk to the principal? :o

Bobbi 09-14-2006 06:45 PM

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I wonder: Were those her school books stolen, and did you have to buy them? :eek:

I wonder why this town - near the huge Redwood (with a drive-thru) - doesn't have any gift shops :eek:.

I wonder how many seconds it will take to re-post the photos :D.

Bobbi 09-14-2006 07:16 PM

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A few more photos...

The first is of my doggie, enjoying the breeze blowing while her bumper (nose) is poking beyond the sun-roof.

The next: Glass Beach (Fort Bragg, CA).

And... I wonder how long the drive down the coast will take before I reach home.

cherokeegrl 09-15-2006 10:48 AM

I wonder if I can jump in and say hello to all of my friends? :)

I wonder if they know I've moved to FL and love it here in my new home? :)

I wonder if any of you know I lost my grandmother about a month ago, my mom had spinal surgery 2 months ago, and dad had an emergency colostomy one month ago?

I wonder about my dad's progress, and if the infection in the incision will clear up soon? :(

I wonder about both my parents, and their health in general these days, which isn't good? :confused:

I wonder if you know I really hurt myself on this move, and wish we would have had more help?

I wonder if my best friend knows how very special she is to me, and how much I love her?

I wonder if I can share that her and her husband moved me down here to FL from IN in a 27 ft. U-haul truck?

I wonder if I can also share that my daughter/roomate and I moved 8 truckloads of my things, clearing out the storage I had for a month, to our new home with no one but the 2 of us?

I wonder why my back is hurting so bad, and if I have done more damage to my back from having to do everything my doctor told me NOT to do?

I wonder how hard it will be to get all new doctors set up, and continue to maintain my huge cabinet full of meds?

I wonder how hard it will be to find a pain mgmt. doctor who will maintain my MS Contin and Lortabs for my chronic pain?

I wonder if my appt. with the pain mgmt. clinic in two weeks will go well?

I wonder if you are sick of my long list of wonders?

I could wonder for a week and not be done with listing everything that runs through my head constantly! I'm still living one day at a time, and always wondering what will the next day bring!?!

Big Hugs and Love to All!!
~Kimmy

Doody 09-15-2006 05:44 PM

OMG Bobbi! I wonder if you know I'm shocked you're in Ft. Bragg!!! One of my oldest friends lives there and owns a financial/retirement planning business!! I went there via Sacramento when visiting a friend there a few years back, and the ride into Ft. Bragg was tremendously awesome! I wonder what route you took into Ft. Bragg.

I wonder if you happen to still be in Ft. Bragg if you'd stop by Financial Resource Solutions, 550 So. Franklin St., and tell Barb that Nancy in Iowa said hi! She's an infectiously upbeat and beautiful woman. :)

Isn't it just beautiful there?

I love your doggie.

Bobbi 09-16-2006 01:19 AM

Doody,

I wonder why I didn't flat-out post where I was vacationing :D. (Actually, it was just a privacy thingy, since Fort Bragg is much smaller than, i.e., Sacramento and there are only "x" number of hotels).

I went from the Placer/Sacramento counties area; the main route taken to the coast was 20 - the massive Redwoods and winding road. The return trip was via Hwy. 1 to (well, I dunno what the road was but it was) one that wraps through where the Russian River flows into the Pacific (ocean) and Hwy. 12 to (maybe 680 and, finally) I-80. The drive to was 5.5 hours; the return trip was over 7 hours.

I wonder how someone created the roadways? Surely, covered wagons didn't do all those curving roads.

I wonder how long it will take me to review the 360 photos I took and the 60 min. video :eek:. I saw two whales off the shore at Point Arena, only... as my luck would have it: I couldn't focus the camera fast enough and get a clear shot of them.

I'm home now; if I would have been in the area another day, I would have been happy to stop in and pass along your hello to your friend :).


Kimmy, I wonder if you know: Nope, not sick of your long list of "wonders" :).

Bobbi 09-16-2006 01:59 AM

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I wonder if she was comfy in the hotel with her stuffies and pillow from home...

Doody 09-16-2006 03:38 PM

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the main route taken to the coast was 20 - the massive Redwoods and winding road.
:eek: Is that not an amazing route!!!??? That is exactly the one we took down to Ft. Bragg. Winding, down, down, down, through some mighty beautiful territory.

I wonder if I can have that doggy... :rolleyes:

Bobbi 09-17-2006 12:30 AM

It is a picturesque route, yet also one that is not very spine-friendly :eek:.

I wonder... nah, I can't .. what life would be like without my doggie :D. (She's my li'l pal, and I can't believe how many "strangers" kept calling her a puppy. She's 9 - and my li'l heartstring.) I can't even imagine life without her.

cherokeegrl 09-17-2006 05:13 PM

Bobbi, your puppy looks very comfy with her stuffies and pillow...and so cute! :D

I wonder if you know I appreciate that you are ok with that long list of wonders?

I wonder if others feel apprehensive about "saying" too much sometimes?

I wonder if I can share that my dad is back in the hospital and having surgery on his abdomen again tomorrow or Tuesday at the latest? This is due to a mass of infection that has set in following the emergency colostomy he had a month ago.

I wonder if the surgeon will find everything he is looking for, and that dad will be better than ever after this surgery?

I wonder if I can share that we almost lost him after the first surgery, and we are all nervous about the fact he has to go back under the knife. He was in ICU for 2 weeks, and on a ventilator at one point. He is fearful of general anesthesia after that experience.

I wonder if my new GP will renew my pain meds tomorrow, since my appt. with a new pain management doctor isn't until the end of this month?

I wonder if I can stand this pain for that long should the GP not want to refill the meds? My pain levels have been 8-10+ since running out yesterday. :(

I wonder why when it rains it pours?

I wonder if all of you know how happy I am to be here with you again, after taking such a long break away back on BT 1? :)

I wonder if I can leave this with a big hug for all my friends here in SOS! :)

Alffe 09-18-2006 08:20 AM

I wonder if Kimmy knows how happy I am to see here here and how sorry I am that she's in such pain.......:(

I wonder if she'll miss the snow this winter.......:D

I wonder if N.D. will now stop being so full of themselves and settle down...
Michigan really kicked their ***** last Saturday...........

I wonder if I can spell hubris..........:p

I wonder if Bobbi knows that we all enjoyed her trip...great pictures! Wish I knew how to do that..........

I wonder...now that there are flags everywhere in my yard...and stakes...will they FINALLY come dig the dang thing!!!!!

I wonder if they'll wait until we go to N.Y......:rolleyes:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room.......

I wonder why no one comes in to chat with me......;)

Bobbi 09-18-2006 03:15 PM

I wonder what it is that you wish you knew how to do, Alffe. Is it posting pictures? If so, I can give a quick/easy walk through on how-to do so :).

First, just make sure the photos are stored somewhere on your computer or are hosting by a web server/site.

When posting a message, scroll down (below) the area where you type the body of text and see the Option entitled: Attach Files. Click on Manage Attachments. A small window (or pop-up) will open and display the options:

Upload File from your Computer
or
Upload File from a URL

The first option is easier, I think, since the second option also means knowing the exact URL or link to type or paste.

Alffe 09-18-2006 03:42 PM

I wonder how I can explain this to Bobbi...:rolleyes:

I'm old...my camera is old...I have no files..:D

I wonder just how many people, over the yrs, have tried to teach me how to scan.......I can't scan.......I have mastered emailing as long as attachments aren't required...:p

I wonder if Bobbi knows that I really appreciate her trying but I'm hopeless..

I wonder if Zombi Slayer remembers me asking him a question about firewalls one time and I could not, not understand his answer...it isn't him, it's me. :o

I wonder if I should admit once again that Ms.Doody had to post the frog for me...........

But my yearbook said "nice to know"....so it could be worse. :p

FeelinGoofy 09-18-2006 07:32 PM

i wonder if alffe knows shes not the only one who is not real good computers :rolleyes:

i wonder if Bobbi knows i think her poochie is just adorable. :)

i wonder what its going to take to get through to my son????:mad:

i wonder if he's ever going to bring his grades up????:(

i wonder whats going to happen to my inlaws..... :confused:

i wonder why my psychologist hasn't returned my call yet :(

i wonder if i should just forget about talking with him....

i wonder if alffe knows the teddy bear song brought back good memories.

Bobbi 09-18-2006 08:22 PM

I wonder if Alffe knows: What you posted makes sense and I wonder why you relate it to age rather than to an aging camera. I wonder if you and FeelinGoofy know that I was using an antiquated Minolta until the one I had my eye finally dropped in price so that it became afforable and eliminated the need to have to scan photos. Whew!

If not for the newer camera, I wonder if you know, I doubt I'd be sharing photos - since it is labor/time intensive to scan and stuff.

I wonder if FeelinGoofy knows that I can relate to the waiting for call-backs. Possibly, your psychologist had a meeting, an crisis to attend to, or maybe just a sound reason for not calling yet.

:)

Alffe 09-19-2006 05:38 AM

I wonder if Bobbi realizes that her "take" on things is very soothing and confidence building and well.....just dang supportive! You're a doll!

I wonder if Goofy knows that I remember her talking about her psychologist and how much help he was to her...I'm sure you'll here from him.

I wonder if Kimmy knows that I'm thinking about her today as she see the new dr....finger crossed here that he'll renew the pain meds. (((Kimmy)))

I wonder if Bobbi knows that I don't relate my inability to use this computer to age but rather to stupidity..........:D

cherokeegrl 09-22-2006 10:00 AM

I wonder if I will ever miss the snow again?? :p

I wonder if Alffe knows how much I appreciate her, and her constant support!! :)

I wonder if the GP doctor knows how happy I am that he was able to refill my pain meds up to the date of my pain management appointment?

I wonder if my pain management doctor appt. will go well on Tuesday, and if the doctor will continue my current med regimen?

I wonder if my dad will continue to get better at the fast rate he is currently! It turned out that he only had to have a minor procedure to correct the problems that caused the infection and pain he had from the colostomy surgery.

I wonder if my mom realizes how much I tried to help, and if it really was enough?

I wonder why I always feel as though no matter what I try to do, it never seems to be enough?

I wonder if her chronic depression will ever be controlled, so that she will try harder to do for herself?

I wonder when my depression will lift, and just why it has gotten so bad suddenly?

I wonder if I should just shut my mouth, close my eyes, and stay hidden in my room for awhile. That worked real well in the past. Oh woe is me...

I wonder if my daughter will ever pay me back, as she says she will, for all I did to help her financially? I need her help now, and struggling to make ends meet without it. This is causing alot of anxiety, stress, and depression for sure! Stuff that I thought my daughter's help would eliminate somewhat!

I wonder if FeelinGoofy knows that I understand the frustration of our son's bringing up their grades?

I wonder if our kids will ever really get it when thinking about their futures, and why it means so much to us as parents?

I wonder if I can share my new email addy which is... kimmym@cfl.rr.com

I wonder how many others feel they don't fit in alot of places, not just in SOS, which keeps them from posting much when it would most likely help?

I also wonder if others feel left out of the loop because they aren't as close to the "powers that be", nor as "popular"....and do their feelings get hurt, or is it just me and my low self esteem?

I wonder if the low self esteem from this "stinkin' thinkin'" is why I feel it would be better if I could end this life as I know it?

I wonder why things begin to look so much brighter, then BANG, it all goes to he!! so quickly? What is it that I've done so wrong to go through this cycle over and over and over. I'm so tired of this existence and how alone it makes me feel more times than not.

Doody 09-22-2006 06:13 PM

I wonder about the thought I had today. I feel like we're a bunch of new students who just showed up at a big university to start our first semester. And we're all going through orientation trying to figure things out.

I wonder if Kimmy knows I hope she gets to feeling better soon and I'm glad her new doc there was nice enough to renew her meds...

I wonder if she also knows I'm a little flustered with this daughter thing and I wonder if she's talking about the one where she lives or the one back at the old homestead?

I wonder how glad, and sad, I am to hear today that Dru Sjoden's killer was sentenced to death today...finally. I hope they carry through with it soon. I don't know how parents in those situations recover.

I wonder if an abuse forum of sorts has, or will be, put up.

I wonder at how comfortable I feel here...so far.

cherokeegrl 09-23-2006 10:42 AM

I wonder if I can let Doody know how happy I was to read how she wonders about my well being.

I wonder if she knows that it is my daughter who lives with me that has begun to sadly disappoint me.

I wonder why I feel like such a failure as a mother when I think about how they talk about me in a negative way so much of the time.

I wonder if my daughter and I will truly make this living together situation really work.

I wonder what I would do if we decided this wasn't going to work out.

I wonder if I should choose to find a different "representative payee".

I wonder if my lab work from this Tuesday will show anything negative.

I wonder why I thought I would fit right in to an abuse forum.

JoJo6 09-23-2006 03:32 PM

Cherokeegirl
 
Hello CG:)
I'm wonder if you have a shorter name because I forget long ones?

I wonder if CG knows I noticed last night on another forum that she had moved to Florida

I wonder if she knows I wanted to ask her how she was but had to get in bed because of a very bad chest thing and I was having a hard time breathing?

I wonde if she knows that I worry ablut fitting in, nothing special but just fit in and be a part of the whole?

I wonder if CG likes her new home and how daughter is?

I wonder if Cherokeegirl knows that ending life as we know it is not the thing to do because we all would be sad and daughter would be sad and life is too precious to end it

I'm no expert but CG, when I want to be a part of a forum I just bop right in and start talking and everybody for sure knows I am a loony tic?

I wonder if CG knows I worried if I would fit in this forum and worried over before I finally started coming here?

I wonder if CG knows that many are on vacation or whatever and are gone so maybe the room needs some of us to look out for those that need an ear to listen?

I wonder if CG knows I don't know for sure if they went this week or next

I wonder if CG knows I care and yes, life as we know it is worth hanging on to because we never know when some one may need us?

I wonder if CG knows I care about her and hope she will feel more comfortable here in every one of these forums:) JoJo

JoJo6 09-23-2006 03:36 PM

I wonder if ,is it Kimmy? well I wonder if she has noticed the date on top of the post? I see we may be needed while the others go off to play somewhere.

I wonder if Doody, Kimmy and those that are here can work together and keep this room between the ditches until the wandering ones come home? :D

cherokeegrl 09-23-2006 06:12 PM

Thank you Jo Jo
 
I wonder if I can thank Jo for being here with kind and positive words that do make a difference?

I wonder why I have felt I am ready to meet my maker, and leave this cruel world? I hate my existence, and the deep depression that has such a grip on me lately. I was doing so much better when I first arrived here a couple of months ago!

I wonder what triggered this depression this time?

I wonder if Jo Jo knows I was a member of SOS in BT1, and do miss several of our friends that haven't been here yet?

I wonder if they know how much I truly care about them, and what difference they have made in my life through the last few years?

I wonder if I can share that I used to feel so much more confident back when I was a regular at BT1?

I wonder why I have doubts now? Is it due to all the BS that was flying around, which was part of why I stopped posting near to the shut down of that site?

I wonder if I have said that I do love living in FL now, and wish things were better between my daughter and I, which seems to have gotten worse just recently.

I wonder if ya know that she is also my representative payee through Social Security Disability, per judges order, and I hate that I feel like I answer to her?

I wonder if this lonely feeling is part of my depression, and wish to leave it all behind?

I wonder if this too shall pass? Most likely, it will, but I've had such a difficult turn of events lately that has caused lots of depression to set in.

I wonder if I can thank you Jo? It makes a difference when someone reaches out like you have!

I wonder if you know that I hope you feel much better real soon! :)

~Kimmy


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