I think .......
 

I think that I should take a break or give you all a break on my situtation.

There is everyone else to think about, and I have been just not thinking straight about that.

So, forgive me, for getting all wrapped up, and not being there for you all. I am sorry.


Hugs, Nikko:(

I want to encourage you to continue posting...sense it is just a handful of us these days...I invited someone else form the other forums, martians to come around....it does seem very quiet here.
Keep venting and posting...we are here to help support you.
I hope it helps...please do what ever you want/need to do.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Heyyyy!
 

Don't stop posting, Nikko!!!

We are here to listen and support you. Sometimes it is hard to know how to respond, especially when one is not well. But you must vent, and post, and get it all out.

I wonder if it might let you feel more comfortable starting a single thread about your situation as it progresses (kinda like i did related to my phase of being right now... moving andthensome). Everything gets "encapsulated," that way and people do read new posts. But everyone has their style and you need to do what feels best for you. If you need a break, ok, but do not concern yourself about us. We are, and will be here for you.

As far as not thinking well - i guess that comes partly from the PCS, and partly the bad bad emotionally draining and painful situation you are going through. FWIW, your posts do sound lucid to me. In any event, all the more reason to post. We can give you feedback, for better or for worse. At very least, we can listen and walk beside you.

As for your responding to others... one cannot and must not try to give what they do not have - oxygen mask principle. Focus on your own healing right now.

hugs
~ waves ~ and... keep us posted!

Thanks, I will keep posting. It does help to just write all the things down, and get the feedback and support from you all. I hope I can do the same for all of you too. I'm just a bit overwhelmed at this time in my life.

Thanks for understanding.....................Nikko;)

cool!
 

a big huge mega-hug

~ waves ~

Don't ever even think of not posting.
These are SUPPORT FORUMS, remember?
We are all here to receive and/or give support whenever needed.
I know I can always count on you when I am in the dumps, and would be so happy if you trust me as much.
Write whenever, whatever.
I personally get into moods where I can't express in writing or verbally, but I read and will be there always.
Love

Hi Nikko,
It sounds like you have been through a lot lately.

How is your mother. Is she supportive?
Mari

Yes, my mom is very supportive, yet this is stressful for her too, which she really doesn't need, yet she does feel relief he is out of here.


Nikko