another wonder begun #191
 

Wonder if ya'all know I love to rhyme and write and perform poetry? Wonder that Alffe mom and Gma and some of you already know that :p

Wonder that my dd is finaly after being held up in Chicago for 7 hours is now on her way to Hawaii . WONDER THAT I AM SO DANG JEALOUS!!!!
I wonder that I am counfuised about stuff and how I feel when I look back at my growing up and then look at how she has grown up. I wonder if my thoughts and feelings are normal or not and I am confuised with guilt jealousy and all kinds of feelings. Wonder that I know I should not be like that but I am and I feel bad. :confused: wonder that I have been just trying to ride it out but it is like ya go with the flow ride it out and then it is like bam how the heck did it ,I end up here and or like this. Wonder that it dose not make any sense at all what I just wrote so ...so...
wonder if I can just leave hugs and prayers to everyone and go have an iced coffee while listening to some music ? wonder that yup I am going to do that.
PEACE
BMW
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I wonder how refreshing it is to read our honest thoughts and fears...

I wonder if BMW knows how absolutely normal her feelings are and how Mr.Alffe & I feel like a couple of old farts because our kids aren't doing it the same way we did...and of course our way was the right way...:rolleyes:

I wonder if our friend, who's viewing we tried to attend just now, is laughing like crazy at the gas leak that is keeping everyone evacuated and away from the funeral home...how like him to go out with a flurry...
*whisper...rather than a bang!

I wonder how I look forward to the lights out on the wonder threads...love love love it.....

I wonder if BMW will ck her pms....

I wonder how Jenn is...have seen her lurking but would love to hear..

I wonder how much Barbo and I accomplished today....

I wonder if you know that I've really gotten into my Christmas shopping..:D

I wonder if Kristen knows how sorry I am but glad that her Grandma is at peace....:grouphug:

I wonder that I miss wondering and all the wonderers here.

I wonder if Mike's dad will ever like me. He's always so mean to me when I'm here and it makes me feel insignificant and unimportant how he talks down to me.

I wonder why Mike doesn't see that it hurts my feelings when his dad does these things and Mike gets mad at me for being upset and it makes me more upset.

I wonder at the possibility of working at the military base in my town. The benefits are wonderful and the pay is much better than the pharmacy.

I wonder if things will get any easier.

Hugs for the room :hug:

i wonder how everyone has been since i last showed up on this board...i hope well...

i wonder about how i've missed everyone

I wonder if I can thank ((Mistiis)) for wondering about mom in the last wonder. In fact she's doing pretty well! Yesterday was her last IV antibiotic treatments and today they took the PICC line out of her arm. It's sore from that but will heal. They also said her left arm is healing nicely. She has limited use but hopefully she'll get some back.

I wonder that I haven't been able to be around at all during the day and not on much at night but I think about everybody every day. Just can't be around during the day.

I wonder that I'm looking forward to leaving for Mr. & Mrs. Alffe's. Think I'll leave a day early and stop at a motel before Chicago on Sunday night. Maybe I can look up KathyM, I'll have to get in touch with her.

I wonder if Kathy's son is still in Iraq.

I wonder what Alffe will think of the purdy flowers I had painted on my big toes when I got a pedicure tonight.

I wonder at what upheaval there is at work, sigh. Which makes me wonder about my job being cut to 3/4 time next year. I can either bump someone lower than me or stay in my job. Maybe I'll do 3/4 and consider it a slide into retirement, who knows. I'll worry about that later! :rolleyes:

I wonder that Kenji, the Shiba Inu from HUA, has lighted at his new home. I hope he'll be a happy guy.

Love and hugs to all.

I wonder if Doddy will be able to visit all the folks she wants to visit and I especially can't wait to hear about those visits and those peeps! :Heart:

I wonder if I should have flowers painted on my toes, too! what a treat!!

I wonder if my weekend away will be relaxing... I'm heading off to my sister's place at the lake for 3 days after work tomorrow....

I wonder at all the work places that are downsizing because of the economy; the events that are being cancelled because of disease threats; the people who are starving because they don't have enough food; the people who are dying because of hate, politics and beliefs....

aaaaaaaaack... why did I go there.... sorry....

I wonder if it really matters if I don't water the lawn and there might be worms in the cherries or weeds in the garden....

I wonder how lucky I am that my siamese cat didn't get an infection from his latest battle (this is when I wish cats could talk!!)...

I wonder how ~scrabble is doing with her new camera ... !!??
I wonder if she could post a pretty pic here for us all to see ....

I wonder how the Mois are... and how Manda is after sharing her letter to her sister with us... and how Mistis and Nicky are doing.... oh I wonder about lots of peeps....

I wonder why Mike would allow his Dad to be mean to you dear MegVeg :hug: ... I hope you find the strength to deal with the way you are feeling about this...

I wonderr how much I look forward to Marshmallow's thread police... lol

And I wonder, Alffe, if you noticed the size of your font changed and if you did it on purpose... my guess is not ;) ... and thanks for sharing the humour with your wonder about the gas leak keeping you all away from your friend's funeral...

I wonder, also, Alffe, if you took advantage of some great bargains and that's why you can say you started your Christmas shopping today...

and thats enough wondering.... for now

:grouphug: :sing: Addy

I wonder if this will work ... ? :)

I wonder about some of the people that drop into our lives and give us too much to think about.......:confused:

I wonder if it's honesty or insensitivity or their need to unburden themselves...:o

I wonder about giving such raw information to a new acquaintence...

I wonder when I'll get her out of my head...or if I should...or can I help..

I wonder if I'm more like my mom than I thought I was...complete strangers used to come up to her on the bus and tell her their lives history..although most of it was sharing illness, operation information...

I wonder if you'll forgive me for being so "mysterious"...just don't want you all to have those pictures in your head either...:(

I wonder if Doody knows how much I'm looking forward to seeing her, laughing with her and yes, pls tell KathyM hello from me...:hug:

I wonder if there will be a duck visitation...:D

I wonder where that charming picture was taken....(((Scrabble))) :cool:

I also wonder about people who unburden themselves to others and then leave info and images and so much to think about that can be very disturbing?

I wondered if I should have explained that my photo is of a float home at Fisherman's Wharf, downtown in my city? (I love all the shades of blue.)

I wonder if I need to wake up my daughter again as we need to leave in 25 min. for her orthodontist appointment?

I wonder if Alffe will take Doody to the Amish place and if they'll buy some good cheese? (I just bought some goat brie to try.)

I wonder how Kathy M is doing and if Doody will be able to stop by for a visit with her on her road trip?

I wonder if you know that I want to see the new Harry Potter movie? (My daughter was one of the last people to get a ticket for the midnight show a couple of nights ago, and I got to pick her up with 2 friends afterwards .... at 2:45 am.)

I wonder what today will bring?

I wonder why Im having some mood swings,and anxiety in the middle of my chest. I find myself worrying,because I'm going to have to move out of where I am in the near future. I don't like this.

I have been thinking about moving into a group home with people who have similar problems. I wonder about this. Would that turn out to be good,or bad? Would I regret it?

I live in a rural county,and there are not places like this that are suitable. I don't think that I can move into the next county,where there is a city,because Social Services say's I'd have to move only within this county,with their programs.

I feel boxed in by Social Services. This is new to me,and I don't like it. I'm going to have to move out of here one way,or another within the next several years. This is not a secure feeling,but I made it over the SSD hurtle.

I wonder If I'm going to loose my privacys. I wonder about all kinds of things concerning these things.

I wonder about my hobbies. I wonder if I'm going to have to liquidate the things that I have,and love.

I wonder about the economy? I don't see the government saving money. This makes me wonder about tomorrow also.

I wonder how (((Nik-Key))) is doing. I hope that she is OK.

I hope that (((abbie))) is doing OK.

I hope that everyone is OK.

I wonder how many people saw Paul McCartney with his group playing on the David Letterman show last night. Wow! That was something else.
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