[dshue]

I just have to vent a bit, having returned from a visit to a neurologist at UCLA (I won't comment on specific names, but I simply must condemn the institution as ridiculously unsatisfying).

Being based in LA, I've had consultations at both Hopkins and UCSF (the better place in my experience), returning home to UCLA to continue any treatments.

Please tell me if I'm wrong, but there isn't any doctor, not one, based at UCLA in either their neurolgy department or their pain clinic (and I'm not including doctors in private practice, like Dr. Prager, who simply have office space at UCLA) who are remotely competent.

After a year and a half of brutal pain, an at times basic state of near debilitation, and a sheaf of suggestions from UCSF, the massively insecure, most egregious UCLA neurologist, today, as I was approaching being curled in a ball of pain, only methadone getting me to the office, stated that he disgrees with the reports of his esteemed colleagues, and started to intimate perhaps there's a psychological component to my dilemma, that maybe, say, meditation would be helpful in alleviating that which may be, you know, simply residing in my head. Unbelievable.

Forget that my medical records were lost by this office, twice, with me then having to hand deliver a set of copies in the middle of the day; that it took weeks to simply set an appointment after an insurance 'approval' (and this being my home base as it were). All to find, what was I thinking? The clarity, it was overwhelming - all this pain is simply in my head. Thank you so much doctor.

All I can say is that with a $10 co-pay, I certainly got what I paid for at UCLA.

-- Dennis