Well everyone it has been a hard fight but my WC case is done and over! nope never thought of getting rich as we all know that is not the case but relief of them out of my life is a good start! I live in the country now far away from the noise and a slower pace decompressing,as no stress is a good thing. I have the pains still and they still are HIGH but just one less thing to deal with RIGHT (meaning WC)!

The rain is not helping as it has been none stop also the cold but I enjoy Fall, I live so far out now I hear the coyotes and the owls at night and have the Hawks above me during the day and all is well being back in the back country!

I do try to come here more often but it is as though I have no drive, I feel it is from having the sympathetic nerve cut I have been reading up on it seems as it has allot to do with the drive feeling I must be pushed into things or I will not do it.As for pain well it is still HIGH and must with live with it as it may be TOS one day or RSD the other or even BOTH! I know it is now at my feet as I have the same purple swelling do not touch and the little off color dots along with my nails....ummmph what else can I do????? I pray this all goes away and I wake up and it disappears.

Well the sun is out it is cool so I will bundle up and sit on the deck and listen to mother nature here in the back 40 my farm is called "Funny Farm" I have my sign up for the whole world to know, welcome to the Funny Farm it says in bright bold colors for my friends and family to come down to visit me as I have finally made it here...I will take a pic for you all to see as it is in fun,if we cant laugh we all would just be crying...as I have found myself losing it for awhile way back when and had to be brought back to sense!

Peace and Love to you all,
Flippnout

Flippn,
You are a Gift, from God.

What a perfect attitude, even though you suffer...
I hope and pray that you can keep this attitude most always!

(We all come down a bit sometimes),

But, I want to thank you, from the Absolute Bottom of my Heart and Soul!
For bringing us all some good news!

You have the pain, like the rest of us, but, you have a Beautiful Attitude....

Ever hear "Beautifully Broken"?

That's Us.!

So, again, I thank you!

Pete
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Thanks Pete I brought my self out of the depth as I really did lose it from pain no sleep and just darkness I was rude to some folks but it really was not the real me I wish I could say sorry to them as it was a another site but they made there point loud and clear to me and I deserved it!

Some told me they think I am still there as some one is writing like me and so I guess I really made a mess of things. Pete really try if you have to to find help if things get bad,family,friends or a good doc to help you learn to cope with PAIN and depression.

Understand living with pain will cause it. To any of you at the other site sorry and trust me it is not me over there,I do miss you all and I have not been there I understand what I have done! and left with that understanding I wish you would understand the pain and stress the darkness of depression I lost myself and thanks for the tuff love in away!

I will really try to come on this site more as I said it is tuff to motavate things but my other half is pushing me more to do things...Music is a good thing with meditation and focus on a sppot a place to be in put yourself there a sandy beach a mountain top whatever but find your place when you need it...

I'm happy that you're doing so well!

I've been having a really tough month and half, I was so looking forward to the fall, so I could cool off a bit and get some work done.
But, I'm finding that I've got no "Drive".
I want to sleep, or at least lay down. I'm not sure if it's just the pain, which is always there of course. But, I've got so much lawyering to do, and I'm watching my life slip away...
I just have "No Fight Left".

After having my fortune stolen, and all my lawyers just flaked out. (I was very well insured). This is easy money for them. I just don't get it.
Maybe I flaked out.
The family is a mess, at least my children are strong, honest hard workers! and, I'm very happy about that!

I might try caffeine again, or maybe even a tiny bit of Provigal.. or Nuvigal?
Last time I took it, I got the worst migraine..
Nasty stuff,, i think...

But, I've got to pull my boots on, and put them out in the street! Get my life moving again!

Carry On!

pete