[firegirl]

There's been alot going on for me lately. My boyfriend of 12 years and I decided that I should move out & see what happens. Between my bipolar & having RSD and always being in horrible pain, it is too much for him and is making him very unhappy. On top of that....I went to my therapist appointment yesterday. I remember taking my meds before I left....take Cymbalta, Xanax, & Oxycodone in the mornings. A few minutes into our session, I felt really really drugged up & could barely keep my eyes open. Don't understand it. I take these meds every morning & am always fine. So, my therapist got really freaked out. I really don't think I took my meds twice by accident, but it was a hectic morning. They said my pulse was really low & they wouldn't let me drive home. They wanted to call an ambulance & take me to hospital. I refused. They finally agreed to let my friend come pick me up. It was really embarrasing. I don't know what happenned. I am really worried that they will tell my primary doc & my meds will be taken from me. That cannot happen!!!! I do not abuse my meds...but it looked really bad. Just so scared what the consequences of this will be.