[cindi1965]

I wanted to thank Miss Kathy for posting the WHY thread....thanks you for stating your post as well as you did and I didn't want my post to get lost....I honestly pray for this group everyday, when I got to sleep and when I wake up...today is a very bad day for me and I'm done asking why...I am going through the ssdi process and I am at the end. so hopefully I will hear soon, if not I will keep fighting...finally my kids and husband are understanding and are very quick to ask me what they can do for me. I was just put on blood pressure meds and it has helped my mood tremdously and even though I have those day when I can't go out...things are lookng up for me...at least this week! I'll take any day that is halfway good LOL.

Thabk yoou all for being there and I wish that one day we can all get together

[keep smilin]

Originally Posted by cindi1965

I wanted to thank Miss Kathy for posting the WHY thread....thanks you for stating your post as well as you did and I didn't want my post to get lost....I honestly pray for this group everyday, when I got to sleep and when I wake up...today is a very bad day for me and I'm done asking why...I am going through the ssdi process and I am at the end. so hopefully I will hear soon, if not I will keep fighting...finally my kids and husband are understanding and are very quick to ask me what they can do for me. I was just put on blood pressure meds and it has helped my mood tremdously and even though I have those day when I can't go out...things are lookng up for me...at least this week! I'll take any day that is halfway good LOL.

Thabk yoou all for being there and I wish that one day we can all get together

Dear Cindi... I just read your post..Im here with you now and thank you for your post in regonition of my recent post.....I hope it helped you but I am sad that today has not been a nice day for you..If I can say..please think back to all of the hard work you have put into your SSDI process and hope in your and my heart that it will prevail for you!! My dear, we all have days like this and so common to referr to the whole in your heart..but if you can pull some happiness in there to replace the sadness then it will all be good...think of the love around you and your family here...the warmth of the sun..chirping birds..and us just waiting in the wings to visit with you!! It's all of those simple things that count...

Funny but when I started my thread inreference to "why".. I mean't a different why..but it came out as ..(now this is deep so stick with me)..why do we do this..like as in a reason why?? I really mean't..why do we do it as what is our end point?? When will we know we finished the RSD race cuz everyday is the same fight for us..but thats ok cuz many commented and and benefited, I hope...

Oh and one more thing..your nmae spelled Cindi...I think is very cool!!

Love, Kathy