Hi thank you for your response. I may look into this more. Congrats too that is a huge accomplishment. I am sorry your feel so sad. I can relate to what you are feeling a lot. Even though your kids have their own life it does not mean you are any less special to them.It is just a different relationship. I know for me it is hard to not have a purpose in my day. Right now I just try to do the best I can in the day I am in. I am sorry about WC. It sounds like you are accomplishing a lot on your own. I wish I had more answers for you and myself. If you want an email buddy I am here. Hope today is happier