[dreambeliever128]

My brother has called 3 times today and I just couldn't answer the phone. He called Travis to see if I was ok and Travis called me to check on me. My kids are the only ones I will always answer the phone to.

It's not that I don't want to talk to anyone but I just don't like talking to people. I don't know if that goes with my depression or medical problems either. It's like not being able to leave the house.

I will go for days without answering the phone and I have to make up excuses when I finally do answer to anyone.

My depression is getting worse then better and I chalk it up some to having to go up on my meds. Methadone causes depression and losing Bill has made it worse but I just cannot pull myself up from it.

There are times I won't even answer the door to people. Is it just me or do you guys go through this?

Ada