Hi Eva,
Wow, it seems from looking at your history that you have had an incredible amount of ketamine in a short period of time. I am really amazed that you had all of that. I know here in the states it is unheard of to have that many infusions. I was just thinking that maybe it just will not be the thing to work for you and you may need to look for other things. Michael had some really good advice and I would definately talk to your doctor about his suggestions. Dr. S recently talked to me about something he is doing called IVIG. It has to do with a five day infusion of immunoglobulin (if I spelled that correctly). I did some research on it but it sounds a bit scary...someone messing with your blood. It makes your blood thicker. I still have to do much research on it. Whatever you decide to do DON'T GIVE UP HOPE. I am bedridden too and it really stinks but try to keep your mind focused on good and positive things while you travel through this journey. I try to laugh at least a good laugh a day (or else I cry) and I pray alot too. Hang in there.
Good luck,
kathy d

I just left Dr S's office today and they are in fact opening a k clinic in Panama. He would like to have it open in the next three months but his nurse was not as optimistic. They did say the list was very long with anticipated patients and it should cost about 30k.