You're very welcome I hope you get some sleep tonight and feel ok through tomorrow. I'm glad you have your fiancée with you through this time, must be really rough for him to have to see you going through all this, and be unable to help. My husband was great at the time, but I know he hurt too, and I must admit that we found it very difficult to really talk about afterwards, and I did feel very alone with it all. I hope you are able to talk about how you are feeling with him sometime, as I think it will help you both come to terms with your loss.

Sleep well

Bram.