[Allanira]

This is gonna be a great night. I am hurting so bad and really can't take anything for it. I did moist heat with the heating pad, epsom salt soak, and finally broke down and took a norco. I hate pills. I hate pain. Its worse than being tied spread eagle naked over an angry ants nest, with the mean little boogers gettin you . My leg from mid thigh down to my toes except my toe nail beds is red and swollen, my toe nail beds are blue, I itch but it hurts to scratch. So its gonna be a long night then a long day tomorrow with hopefully a nap when goober goes down for his. This sucks. Shoot I cant even put lotion on cause it hurts to touch. Besides lotion wouldn't help my scaly drynes lol. I know Im venting and I'm sorry. Its tough to be positive all the time. I just wish they would find a treatment for preggos like me for times like this. Now Im gettin the tar kicked out of me by my newest goober boy. Barometric pressure is dropping as Vrae knows. She's hurting too. Good thing is I finally filed for ssd benefits tonight.