[Desi]

OMG this happened about an hr. ago. I went to reach for a bowl for my daughter in my cabinet and the pain just shot right through my shoulder like I was hit by a gunshot bullet or an ice pick stabbing me.(what the heck is this??) I fell to the floor and screamed in pain!! My husband, started running and tried to lift me by .. "Yes" my bad arm and the pain was worse.. I said, Bill, please don't .. touch me .. please!! My daughter started crying. I said honey, it's ok, mommy wil be alright. I am sick of this!! I can't play with my daughter most days, I am not the same person I was before I had this RSD and I feel like the most rotten wife and mother.I am NOT myself anymore. I used to have fun, go out, laugh more etc. Today, I tried to clean, wash clothes.. but had to stop. this sucks BIG time!! Love Desi. (Thank for the vent) I want to cut my dang arm off. please pray for me. thank you all.